Project Sekai x Reader | Oneshots

1 - Akito x Suicidal!Reader

It's just a tradition for me to start every writing blog with an angst/suicidal reader dw.

TW: Suicidal thoughts, expression, bottling up, etc..

Reader Gender: Neutral

Character: Akito Shinonome

Bit of information: You can either see (Y/N) (Your name) as one of the members in Nightcord, therefore gains their access to SEKAI, or maybe just on really good terms with Ena.

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"Ah... Today's shift lasted for way too long..." Akito groaned as he ruffles his orange hair, walking on the path that's seemingly unusually dark and quiet for a main street. No car even passes by for the last 5 minutes that Akito spent walking.

'Good. At least there's some silent time for myself.'

But then, seemingly... He heard something? Or maybe someone even, chuckle. The male looked up from his phone as he try to locate where the source came from. And it's right in front of him.

Akito then stood still, awaiting for that 'thing' to come out, but once he stopped on his track, it sounds more like... A cry for help. Sobs, painful screeches. Whoever it is, it must really have been a day for them.

At first Akito really wondered wether he should; fight, walking towards them and put on his gentleman persona, or flight, just ignore and go away, hide away even... But his thoughts all stopped as he recognizes the figure. It just came closer, and closer in...

'Isn't that... (L/N)?'

The boy started walking towards that figure as he tuck out his arm and waves. "Hey, what are you doing..." Akito slowed down his words as he lower his hand, noticing the expression on the person across him.

(Y/N).

His upperclassman, senior, and quite someone he looks up to. Is now standing across him with tears across their face, eyes and face redden from everything they've been through, and their sleeves tucked up to wipe away traces of tears that managed to slip from their eyelids.

"... out so... late."

The boy closes his lips as he realizes what was going on.

'Who...'

Was the only question on his mind. 'Who hurt them?'

"Sh-Shinonome..." (Y/N) mumbled under their breath as they wipe off the last drop of tears on their face and fixes their uniform. "Sorry, I... I kind of look pathetic right now... And... I..." "Who hurt you?" Akito blurted out the words that has been bothering him, grabbing (Y/N)'s shoulder as he grips it tight.

"Hurt..?" (Y/N) repeated, Akito, realizes that he said something that's on his mind, put his hand back as he looks down. "Well- I mean... If that's the case... I could go... Talk to them? (beat them up)"

The person across him stayed silent for a while as Akito kept ruffing his hair.

"Shinonome."

Akito gazes at them.

"There's no one hurting me. Aside from... Myself."

(Y/N) sighed after that as they turn around to walk away, which Akito held them by their arm and pulled them back to his body as he wraps his arms around them, not letting them go.

"I... I don't understand what the heck you just said, but I know that you're not okay." Akito sighed. "You've always been there for everyone. Observing others while you... No one knows anything about you. But you know everything about everyone." (Y/N) stayed silent.

"You don't have to build up a facade to please anyone. You're (Y/N), and you have every rights to do things your way." The boy said as they let out a pitiful chuckle. "You say that but... Don't you also build up a different... personality?"

"Tch... But we're not the same, you're hurting yourself with what you're getting yourself through. I'm not."

"A-Akito..." Their voice started to crack a bit as tears kept falling and falling from the corner of their eyes. "I'm really not strong... I'm not perfect at all... All I ever think is what to bring myself down and I... I..."

(Y/N) kept on sobbing more and more tears, their hand wasn't quick enough to wipe everything away as they cried their heart out. "I really...

I really just want to disappear!"

Akito was quite taken aback even though he expected it. But at this time, all he could do was hugging (Y/N) tight in his arms. "I'll save you." Akito spoke up. "I'll prove your worth, I'll make you feel loved, and... I'll do anything to save you."

"... You... Won't leave me?"

"I will never."

...

'Wether he really meant it that night...' (Y/N) thought to themself as they look at the surface of their desk. A circular red bento box along with a plain white note on top.

'I could still hear the sincerity in his voice.'

(Y/N) picked up the letter and reads the content inside.

'I didn't tell Ena anything, don't worry. I asked her for help, and since she heard your name, she decided to agree to whatever I ask of her- which is just the decorations and some of those arts.

Here's some cheer-up pancakes, and I recommend you eat it as soon as you see them since they'd get cold by the time we can go home.

See you this afternoon, I'll take you to Vivid Street.'

(Y/N) placed the letter back down as they stares into the gift in front of them.

'But maybe... It's time for me to finally trust someone.'

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lmao this whole thing reminds me of "Come here Mafuyu-chan."