when we cross paths again. chuuya x Dazai smut 16+ (slowburn)

it's not an awful idea...

Weeks, months, the few years they had spent with each other. Chuuya was falling into an abyss of his own emotions. With every touch, every fight, with every conversation he fell more and more in love with the brunette that was alwase 3 feet away from him. Oh what chuuya would give to have just one chance with Dazai....he wanted Dazai to understand everything, but he couldn't say it to Dazais face. He would embarrass himself, he would be a laughing stock, a crazy man, but a part of him didn't care about all of that. He just wanted Dazais love. All the lewd images his brain made up of Dazai made him ache for Dazais voice.....maybe even his touch. Chuuya couldn't hold it in anymore. "Gin!" Chuuya yelled loudly. Gin walked into chuuyas office and stood in front of him silently. For the next few hours chuuya released all of these pented up feelings to Gin. He knew she wouldn't say anything and that made it perfect. "I....I want to tell him how I feel gin..." Chuuya said as he buried his face in his hands, half from embarrassment and half from exhaustion and relief. Gin pondered for a few moments, and she let out a deep sigh and gave him a gentle pat on the back. For the first time in a while she said something, it was quiet and soft spoken..."maybe....it's not a bad idea" she said. Chuuya looked up at her with with a relieved expression. He finally knew someone understood his situation and also believed in him. He gave her a nod and excused her and she left his office silently. He pondered the idea of telling Dazai for a while.....was it truly not a bad idea? Or would it be a mistake?