Sasuke x reader

chapter 13

<the next day>

(sakura pov)

kakashi sensei had called us for a very important meeting at the bridge. We have been waiting for the past hour but sensei just refuses to arrive. I hate this bad habit of his. Everyone i.e. Y/n, Sasuke and naruto are here and no one is saying a word. I'm surprised at how quiet naruto is. I wonder what he's thinking about. 

There was a weird awkwardness and not of the good kind. After the episode of y/n and her random display of such immense power and yn and Sasuke almost dying, all of us haven't been able to talk or see each other in quite a while. I just missed Sasuke kun. But i am still curious about yn. 

After 1 hour of keeping us waiting, Kakashi ssnsei finally arrived, gave some weird ass excuse which we all knew was made up and then cue the arguments and blah blah blah.

(Sasuke pov)

Kakashi started to tell us something about some chunnin exam and it seemed pretty serious. As far as i know, there are tons of people from all over the shinobi world who take part in this exam. This exam is really hard and very competitive and also death threatening. It is vital to take this exam and pass it to become chunnin(a level higher than a genin) so you get A and B ranked missions and high pay increase

Kakashi brought us the registration forms but told us that it was not necessary for us to compete. It was our choice. I obviously did it because I need to progress and grow stronger as fast as possible. Naruto with his weirdo personality filled the form too. Sakura filled it right after I did and yn was done with the form even before all of us. I've thought a lot about yn lately. Not in a creepy way but yk her little power act has left me curious. So very very curious.

After we were done with the forms and registration and shit, Kakashi went away to submit them and gave us the day off. Naruto and Sakura proposed a lunch and we all went together to the BBQ place.

(yn pov)

After we ordered our food we sat there waiting not sure what to say to eachother. it started to get real awkward but i had already thought this out. i was going to tell them. i was going to tell them the truth about my powers and everything. after thinking long and hard bout it i figured they were my teammates and they must know. 

"im gonna tell you everything" i said to them in a low tone, barely audible, breaking the silence.

it was lunchttime and everyone was either at work or busy so the bbq place was completely empty, thank god. anyway. i couldnt decipher everyones reactions but i knew that they wanted to know and i knew that i had prepared myself for this. im only going to tell them the main things, not going into the deets cause.. well heck.. i hate sharing shit and i hate that they keep looking at me with a weird face whenever im around.

finally, i started still keeping my voice barely audible and trying not to kill myself-

"when i was 7yrs old i found out about my power. my parents were runaways from 2different but each very powerful clans and nobody thought that it was possible but i came out to be a hybrid out of the 2 clans. my mother named the power i possessed as 'sanpaku'. neither my parents nor I knew exactly what this power was so it was always a danger when i went out of control. but right now i know how to control it and to the extent of what i know is i can activate sanpaku eyes which give me the ability to read attacks, cast genjutsu, see through a person, and it gives me added power. the purple chara that yall saw that day was a part of my power and it makes me 10x more stronger. and i have healing powers. Now idk if im supposed to unlock more powers like they are levels or some shit and i dont want to know either. And thats all you need to know"

.......

that felt like such a big burden lifted off of my brain. but the others still had questions and it was annoying. but i answered them anyway. and all of that while keeping the most simple, palest expression possible. and just when i thought it was over...

sakura said " your powers are so cool!! i wish i could have them. youre so lucky!!"

those words hit me like a cannonball. You see, all these 'special abilities had only gotten trouble for me and i hated them. i would give anything to be free of these powers. So much has happened because of these abilities and it still makes me want to kill myself.

and just like that... i thought i had control of my mind but my mouth spurted words that i couldnt control.

"I burnt down my own house because i lost control once. Until recently, i wasnt able to touch a living person without gloves on because there was something in me, that purple chakra thing that would transfer- skin to skin and cause the person i touched inhumane pain. I almost killed my parents once. I still have no idea who i am, what my powers are and i know nothing except that these powers will continue to be a burden on me and continue to haunt me. for life."

i couldnt believe myself. why did i say that. i spoke all that nonchalantly but i was panicking inside. i was burning, screaming, crying, shouting inside. WHY DID I SAY THAT.

i was expecting the worst. i was expecting them to run away from me and be scared of me like everyone else always is. i told them my biggest kept secret. something that not even the hokage knows. i was able to stop myself before i said something more but just.like.that. everyone there knew.

i calculated the worst possible outcomes but instead naruto was the one to act first. He came at me and hugged me. he told me he knew what i felt like and tried to console me. 

Sakura was ashamed and a little embarrassed and she apologized.

Sasuke.... well... his face was a bit hard to read. He was shocked but somehow sympathized with me. it was weird. 

i just wanted all this to end. i was expecting way worse reactions. but naruto said somethinf stupid to make us all cheer up a little and we finished out food. just when we were about to leave i gathered up enough strength to ask them to not tell anyone. i still didnt trust them cause .. well.. issues but their reassuring faces built a little faith.

i just wanted to get out of there. i was back to my no emotion face and no speak until necessary phase and right when they all said goodbye i ran home.

this day was a wreck. but somehow, somewhere, in the back of my mind, i felt nice.

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damn. please provide reviews. at this point im not aware of what im doing myself. but please vote and comment and fooollooow anyway. this was a really long chapter. and im sleepy now. 

thanks 

bye<333

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