We will protect you

Heartbreak

It has been a few days since I once again injured myself, it has been fairly quiet and resting like I have been told to, I keep going over in my head the events that led up to my I'll fated brush run, I just don't understand why I can't talk to Oli he is my best friend and I really miss him.

I roll over on the bed that I have just woken up from and notice I am on my own, I swing my legs over the bed and go to stand being careful how I stand , as my leg is still a bit sore when I walk.
I open the door and it's so peaceful, no noise at all which is strange usually someone is always close by me, I walk into the lounge room and stick my head out the window, I can see all the boys standing out in the driveway talking.

I wonder into the kitchen to get a drink as I turn I see Edwards phone laying on the kitchen bench, I walk close to it and pick it up in my hand , turning it over , do I or don't I , My burning desire to ring Oli takes hold of me, I take a look out the window and still see everyone still standing in the driveway , do I take this change , what harm would it do I wonder , no one has given me a reason as to why I can't talk to Oli.

I look out the window One final time before I pick up Edwards phone in my hand, I unlock it with his password word his and his brother's birthday date and dial Oli number which I know off by heart.

My heart is exploding in my chest from anxiety, I don't know if it is from the fact if I get caught using the phone I am going to be in big trouble or the fact I just can't wait to hear My best friend's voice.

I hear it connect and dial, one ring, two, pick up I am willing in my head.

Finally, I hear a Hello and I feel like crying my voice is so full of emotion.

" Oli" I say. 

" Lou, Lou, is that really you" I hear him yell out.

" Oli, I have missed you so much".

" Lou finally I have been so worried, and no one would tell me where they took you, are you ok?".

" Yeah, I'm ok nothing to much has happened".

" Where are you, Lou?".

" I honestly don't know Oli, I am in a cabin in a forest somewhere, by a beautiful Lake, it's so beautiful and peaceful here, I wish you were here as well" I say I am really missing him now that I have heard his voice again.

"Me to Lou, I miss you so much".

" Are you managing ok without me?".

" Yeah Lou, I am fine don't worry about me, do you have any idea when you will be back?".

" Honestly, I don't know, as far as I know they want me to stay here until my stalker is caught".

" Thats ridiculous, they can't do that" Oli yells down the phone, " that could be months or longer." 

" I don't seem to have much say in what is happening, I am just doing what I have been told".

" Whose phone are you ringing from, I have tried ringing your phone many times and get nothing" Oli questions.

" I am on Edwards phone, he is going to be crazy mad if he finds out, so I can't talk to long".

" I just really don't understand anything that is happening right now".

" Me neither".

" Lou, Lou who are you talking to" I hear Edward voice before I see him and quickly disconnect the phone call before I get a change to say goodbye and put the phone behind my back, not being able to replace the phone back on the kitchen bench where I took it from.