Changes - Stay with me

Aron

I looked at her, such a young beautiful girl, so happy.
I still couldn't believe how she could already be eleven years old but I was happy for her.
I could still remember my eleventh birthday. I was so young and excited at that point of my life. I still can't believe were the years go.
Time is even more fluid than water, it's the most fluid thing excisting.
Is there anything that is more fluid than other things?
I think you can only say that knowing a temperature that you're thinkinking about.
I still remember how excited she was having a band on her birthday.
Acutally it wasn't a band.
All it was, was me with my guitar and some friends of mine.

But I knew how much it ment to her to have us here, on her birthday party.
I knew that all her friends thought she was cool because she had me and the band and because I knew, that's what makes her happy, I did it.
I loved seeing her happy, although she was all the time.
It were the little things that made her happy, the big things too, but already a meeting some random person on the street and the person smiling at her would make her happy.
She was one of these girls not knowing sadness, not knowing problems.
All she knew was joy.

She found joy in everything.
She was like the big lamp I had in my room, every time you woke her up she was shining.
But she could shine even brighter than my lamp, much brighter. Every time she entered a room, it seemed as if the lamp had been dimmed up.
Maybe that's only what I thought, but for me it was true.
She also had a lovely warm Aura. I think if it had been a colour it would have been the colour of a lovely warm bonfire.

I think if the sun would become a person, I'm sure, it would be Routh.
Or if Routh would be something out there in the universe, she surely would be the sun.
Or maybe a star, aren't the stars just little suns?
Aren't they just like the sun but only much more far away?
In every case, Routh was like the sun, like the sun in person.
Or maybe that's what I thought.