𓆩♡𓆪 The boys next door. (Y/N x Carl grimes x Ron Anderson the walking dead)

🌉 Chapter 3

After watching Carl and part of the group leave in the car, i go directly to Jennie to tell her about the kiss and once again, here we are at our secret place.

Y/N: And then, he kissed me!

Jennie: Omg, how was it? Was it like, a small kiss? Like a butterfly kiss? *Jeenie asks me excited about it*

Y/N: Kinda off, i mean i never had kissed anyone before him so I'm not sure but from my perspective it was a glente and quick kiss, but his lips...they are so soft... *i say while i lay my fingers over my lips, remembering from when Carl kissed me, as the scenes gets vivid into my mind, i can feel my cheeks getting red, my first kiss was with Carl...*

Jennie: That's so cute, i think that this was his first kiss too, i mean, when we were are the camp we were all childs and between all this time i never so him engaging with anyone

Y/N: That's true, but maybe he had kissed Enid already *I say rolling my eyes*

Jennie: Honestly, i may not know him very well, but i don't think that he's the type to be making out with girls for no reason, so i think that if he really was interested in Enid then he wouldn't have kissed you. Also, he said that the way he likes you and her are different but I'm not sure about what that means....

Y/N: He called me a friend Jennie! A friend! And it wasn't only once, it was twice, he even said that i am his "favorite friend" wtf does it even mean? *I say as i feel a weight in my heart when remembering his words*

Jennie: That's so weird...if he only sees you as a friend then why would he kiss you? It makes no sense

Y/N: I know! Also, i asked him why he didn't ask me to go to the run with him, and he said that when he got there, there wasn't any seats left in the car, but i saw Enid going with them, and honestly i don't think that the other people on the group would have invited her...

Jennie: That's even more weird, maybe she just invited herself? Like, she saw them preparing the car and asked if she could join them.

Y/N: that's a possibility, and now they will be spending days out there together!..

Jennie: The whole group will be with them but yes, there are chances of them spending a lot of time alone...but how can you talk about Carl while wearing Ron's Jacket that he gave to you?

Y/N: It's just that...after liking Carl for such a long time, it's hard to stop having any romantic feelings for him, and now that he kissed me i don't even know what to think, i used to be somehow sure that he only sees me as a friend but now he's giving me mixed signals....Ron is great tho, he doesn't make me confused like Carl does, he's nice to me, just kn these days he gave me more attention than Carl ever did on the years that i have known him.

Jennie: so, you want to move on?

Y/N: I don't know....

Jennie: Well, you still got plenty of time to think about it. Carol must be cooking the lunch by now, wanna go eat?

Y/N: sure, let's go!

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As Jennie and i walked through the prison, we heard Ron talking to some other boy, and as soon as we hear them say my name, we stop and hide ourselves behind one of the walls so we could hear what they were talking about.

Boy: So you're telling me that you don't like?

Ron: Honestly, at first i was doing it just to annoy Carl, you know how he's so jealous of Y/N, but she's beautiful, so it would be cool if i got to have something with her, but it's not like i love her or anything.

Boy: Then why did you give her your Jacket?

Ron: To get Carl Angry of course, now she wears it everywhere she goes and whenever Carl sees her or talk to her, she's wearing my Jacket, it's like telling him that Y/N is mine.

As i hear those words coming from Ron, my legs start to shake and i can feel my whole body trembling, i simply can't believe that he was just using me this whole time, and just to get Carl Angry....i stare at Jennie with desperation in my eyes and anger on hers, i am so angry that i want to cry, and i almost do, but before that happens, Jennie takes my hand and pushes me to some place far from them.

Y/N: What do i do now? *i say say with my voice shaking*

Jennie: You can talk to him or...you can play his game

Y/N: Why would i want to do this?

Jennie: Look, if you really want Carl to be yours then you gotta make him pay attention to you, and we both know that ever since Enid came Carl was barely talking to you, but then he saw you with Ron and he got so jealous that he had to do something, so he kissed you!

Y/N: You're right but he called me his friend

Jennie: Maybe he got nervous, or maybe he isn't 100% sure of his feelings towards you yet, but you will make him be.

Y/N: Ok, yeah you're right *I say as my body stops to Trimble and i regain my confidence*

Jennie: So, we don't exactly when Carl will be coming back from the run, but untill there you gotta become really close to Ron, so when Carl comes back it will looks like you two are in love with each other

Y/N: But what if he loses his interest on me because of thinking that i am in love with Ron already?

Jennie: hmm...well, whenever he asks you something about Ron, try to be very ambiguous, this way he won't be sure on whether or not you are in love with Ron.

Y/N: okay! Actually i think i will go talk to Ron right now, i will ask him to come have lunch with us.

Jennie: no no, ask him to go have lunch with you only.

Y/N: But what about you?

Jennie: i will ask Patrick to come with me

Y/N: Ok great!

Jennie: okay, act as if nothing had happened

Y/N: i know!

I try to keep my posture as i Walk towards Ron, he's still with that other boy but now talking about other things. I completely ignore the other boy's presence and go directly to Ron, getting very closing to him and touching his shoulder "Hi Ron, wanna come eat with me? It's already time for the lunch" i say looking into his eyes. "Sure, I'll talk you later" he responds to me and the boy who was there with him. As we walk i make sure to ask him how he's day was and how he was doing, i need to make him comfortable with me and he has to believe that i at least have a crush on him, this way there will be more chances of him being more touchy with me and since he wants to get Carl Angry, he will make sure to be physical to me whenever Carl is around. Although i usually find these love games stupid, this timed it seemed interesting and necessary, since for now it seems like o be the only way to make Carl try to spend more time with me. But i don't want to stay like this for a long time so, once i feel like it's the right time to, i will confess my feelings to Carl, but before that happens i will make sure that he falls in love with me, in a way that no doubts will remain, and no new girl will make him drift away from me. He will love me!