HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENMA!! 🫶
10/16/22
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"y/n?"
"yes?" i looked up, seeing matsukawa standing by the reception table. was he there the whole time..? does that mean he saw kenma hug me?
"i saw that!"
"the hug? yes, you caught us i guess"
"you have a crush on him? i won't tell anyone, it'll be between you and i." matsukawa smiled. i somewhat don't trust him, yet i do, we've been friends for a long time.
"i don't know, still unsure about my feelings". he better believe me.
"okay" he shrugs it off. "let's go, you can sleep on your own bed, makki and i decided to share a bed" he says.
i nodded in response, walking beside matsukawa and talking to him so it would be less awkward. we reached the hotel room, entered the room and saw makki asleep already.
"makki's asleep?"
"yeah, he had a morning shift today"
"damn, well, i'm gonna shower again and get into warm clothes."
"okay" he said, laying beside makki and started watching tv.
i locked the bathroom door, taking off my clothes and started taking a warm bath. the shower felt nice after a long day..i won't forget today, the day kenma actually hugged me..? wow, i honestly didn't expect that to happen.
i hope kenma is okay, i hope he's driving safely. maybe i'll go text him after and when i get settled in bed.
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11:00 PM
currently in bed, on my phone and scrolling through my feed to catch up what i've missed today. mattsun fell asleep while watching tv, so, i turned off the tv and now the room is pitch black and the air conditioner is really loud.
honestly, matsukawa and hanamaki look like a married couple and i'm here looking like a married couple's child, or i'm the third wheeler that got invited to make things less awkward.. how embarrassing but that's okay.
i was all snuggled up in my blanket due to the coldness in the room. i decided that i would text kenma before i forget and actually fall asleep.
KENMA
11:07 PM
hi kenma, i'm
wondering, did
you drive home safely?
yes, i'm at home,
thank you for asking
okay, that's good,
i was worried about
you driving at night
awwww, thank
you, i appreciate
your care :)
you're welcome!
are you going
back to miyagi
tomorrow?
yeah, most likely.
sad to see you
go back to miyagi
when i come back
to tokyo, we can
hang more
okay!!
what are you
doing?
eh, well, i'm
laying in bed,
i don't feel like
streaming today
oh okay, haha
i'm in bed too,
snuggled in my blanket
lol cute
hahaha...😳
you sound
awkward..?
SORRY I JUST
DON'T KNOW WHAT
TO SAY 😭
oh, understandable,
this might be a bold move
of me, but, wanna call?
okay!!!!
seen
(incoming call... kenma)
answer it?
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i answered the call, it was quiet for a few seconds before i hear a soft voice.
"hello, y/n." his voice was soft but i could definitely still hear, i put my phone up to my ear, resting it on my ear as i lay on my sides.
"hey, kenma" i greeted back.
"sorry, you can hear me right? i apologize for my soft voice, i'm a bit sleepy." he said.
"oh, yes, i can hear clearly."
"okay, great." kenma hesitated for a few seconds. "can i ask you something?" he asked.
"oh, yeah! anything!"
"have you...ever had a crush on someone?"
"surely, i have, in highschool i had a crush on someone but i was afraid to talk to them and the whole time i thought my crush didn't know i existed.."
"oh, so your crush knew you existed?"
"apparently so, he was in my class my first year of highschool." i chuckled. "how about you? have you had any crushes?"
"nope, during highschool, i was too busy playing video games and volleyball. so, i didn't have much time to date someone, also i wasn't interested at that time."
"i understand."
"yeah, but now i think i have a crush..but i'm still confused, i feel like something is telling me to start looking into a relationship."
"is it your heart or brain telling you that?" i asked.
"my heart, my brain is telling me to avoid relationships because i know i'll get hurt, but i'm ignoring my brain"
"if someone asked to date you, would you go for it and say yes?"
"well...maybe if i know them of course then i would say yes all the way"
i wondered, does he have a crush on me? no way, i refuse to believe that..he probably has a crush on someone else, i know it.
"y'know, you're an amazing person to be around, y/n. i really enjoy your company and i hope to spend more time with you, if i haven't met you on the internet, i wouldn't know what i would be doing right now...probably miserably drinking soda and playing games on my computer."
"awww, you're so sweet...stop it" a smile crept up on my face, oh no. i'm smiling like an idiot.. i felt my face getting hot.
"i may be tired, but i bet you're smiling right now"
"um no...totally not." i smiled even more.
"it's okay, i'm smiling too"
"are you always this bold?" i asked.
"not really, it must be the deliriousness kicking in, i'm bold whenever i'm drunk or delirious as hell. but, i don't really drink" kenma chuckled.
"ah, i see, you're gonna fall asleep and wake up the next day, going to get embarrassed from what you said to me, i know it."
"you are probably right." he smiled, although it was a small one.
"i haven't told you this, but i sleep with plushies.. it sort of helps me sleep."
"omg, that's adorable!" i say softly, hiding the excitement.
"but, i don't think i need a plushie to help me sleep....this time" his voice started getting slower, his eyes started to close slowly and he fell asleep, he wanted to talk more but he gave up and he lost his battle between him and sleep.
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hope you enjoyed this chapter 🫶
listen to golden hour by jvke bc it's so good
and i'll probably put it in a chapter, idk.
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