◦•●Tragic is that I started loving you, even though I know we can never be together●•◦
Synopsis: Yoongi abducted Jennie to cause pain in the hearts of her family but now his heart is in pieces knowing he has to give her back.
Word count: 1.6k
Gener: Angst...
[This one shot idea came to me while I was listening to Lana Del Ray's "happiness is a butterfly" so for a better experience tune it in while reading.]
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The way evening sunlight illuminated every inch of those sculpted features, a face that will stay in her memory even if she loses this body and her lifetime on the earth, even if she is buried deep inside the soil, she'll remember, she'll cherish, she'll love. Love the way he holds the cigarette as he takes a drag, love the way he smiles at her as he offers her to take a puff, loving his everything that is neglected by many and recognised by few. He cares for her, too much at a point where he is ready, ready to send her off, give her back to those whom she cherished with all her heart once.
"How much more time do I have?" Keeping the "with you" Part to herself she managed to say the others, voice cracking a little, throat jammed with indescribable pain, tears at the corner of her eyes ready to race through the milky surface of her skin at any minute now.
As a response, he gave her a half smile which looked less of a smile and more like a pained stretch of lips "you are talking as if you are on your deathbed. "
"Death would be less painful and more relieving to embrace at this point"
"I actually feel like a moth flying towards the fire or in this case...my family, too beautiful from the outside with those colours yet too vicious as you get closer...... It's more of a suicide than natural death" The lump felt to grow larger with each passing words from her mouth yet she tried, tried her best to conceal, managed to keep her expression as neutral as possible.
"But that's what you wanted from the start. Right? To go back to your people, " That's where I belong" Your words, not mine" His gummy smile appeared along with those words and Jennie couldn't help but feel those wild butterflies all over her stomach once again.
"It's a regular thing now" She guesses.
"Since when do you care about my wishes?....As far as I recall you are the one who wanted to cage me in here, confine me just to see my family suffer. What happened to " Leave what you knew earlier, forget those whom you loved once, you're here now and will be forever" Your words, not mine" Jennie's words held a lot more than she described. The hidden question being why he is the way he is now.
Yoongi remained quiet. As an answer, he had nothing in store. He can say it doesn't matter. She doesn't matter, the main purpose of her abduction is fulfilled so as per his words he is returning her back but all of those words are left stuck in his throat. After all, it would be a lie if he says she doesn't matter.
"You have changed," Jennie said and took a glance at his face. Her eyes stuck at the defined lines of his jaw.
"What's there to change? I am the same old Min yoongi that I used to be."
"False. You are not the same."
"What makes you think that?"
This time it was Jennie's turn to stay quiet. She has a lot to say, a lot to rant, a lot to blabber but all her blabberings would only waste the rest of the time they secure. It wouldn't let her stay by his side nor it will resolve all the rivalry going on between the Mins and Kims. So as an answer, she chooses to stay silent and enjoy the setting sun with him by her side. Probably it is their last of the meetings. Probably it is the last time her seeing him.
