Well, today I'm feeling okay.
I just wanted to ask you if you're doing alright in life?
These shitty nights are not only bout me ya know. Well I am currently listening to shootout (slowed and reverb ver.)
Was wondering if the person reading this rn is alright? Happy? Safe?
Wishing for your health from far (*˘︶˘*).｡*♡
I am glad to have friends who once in a while ask me how I am or whenever i feel down ask me if I'm alright...
I thank them but in reality that question feels a lot more to me in reality.
I mean looking at a text message genuinely caring for you, how good that feels ya know.
Thank you all for being there, honestly i don't deserve such love but yet some people have their heart as pure and precious as gems... At times I'm afraid I might cause harm to that gem but i promise to protect it with my life.
I mean if they are my true friends and not a play and pretend tv show, i would genuinely show care for them too.
At lunch the other day, I was complaining to my bsf telling her,"UHHHH! This world is sooooo smoll..." And all she would ask me with a worried face was,"What happened to you??"
Funny eh?
I love them. Oh btw this is completely irrelevant but i just murdered a mosquito. Lmao it's still moving its leg. How dare he drink my blood gosh.
Well the only irony i find in this world is, 8 billion people yet most of us suffer from loneliness. How cruel is that?
Trust me, take that as a positive note... I know easier said than done but try...
Think of it that, maybe you just haven't found the right one yet? Or maybe there are still looking for you. Tho don't have your hopes too high. I know how it feels to have your expectations fall down with double speed the went up with. Not that u stop counting on em.
Well, stuff that I say barely makes sense. At times I feel like am I even talking in English.
You know what I write here? My flow of thoughts. Whatevr comes to my mind, I just type it. Lmao. So again let me be me now.
Do tell me how your day was... It can be bad, worst, best, amusing, ordinary, any adjective you want to fit it. A word from you reading would make my day so... Watchu u lookin at
Do it.
Why are you even here tho, like do you get the stuff I write? Cuz I don't.
Mehhhh I'll just publish it whatevr. Lol.
12.37am
YOU ARE READING
Messed Up Nights
Non-FictionPostin shitty everyday things. Here, you don't judge, you don't need to play the role of anyone. Feel of all those 34,000 different colours of emotions. Here, you are free to.
