Starry Eyed Love (PhaxMing) (BOYXBOY) (COMPLETED)

Ming

I woke up around 7 and found Suthee at the balcony by himself. Pha was still sleeping, though upright on the couch. Poor boy, he must have supported me the entire night.

I got up slowly and saw Suthee. I went over to him.

"You ok Suthee?"

"Yes Ming. Sorry for yesterday. I didn't mean to make such a fool of myself."

"It's ok. We all been there. I'm not any better."

"Really? Impossible. You seem so put together plus so assured and calm."

"Hahaha, far from it Suthee. I have been a jealous kid, insecure and vulnerable and all. It's only 1 person who has seen it all.."

"P Pha I guess?"

"Hmm.."

"You don't have to be shy. I can tell. It's obvious Pha likes you. He always talks about you only. Everytime we went out, he would wonder if you would like the place too or if you found it girly. He would share what you would say. Somehow or other, without him realising it, the conversations would have you inside. That's why I'm so certain that P Pha likes you. I wonder if you do too but seeing the dirty looks you threw me and how you called him Pha affectionately sealed the deal for me."

I stared, stunned at Suthee. What the fuck. This fellow was more observant than I gave him credit for. Suthee just laughed looking at my partly alarmed and partly surprised face.

Just then we heard Pha's voice. "What you two doing?"

I turned to him grinning, "plotting mayhem with Suthee against you."

"Your boyfriend and I feel that we are ready to take you on." Suthee replied cheekily too.

Pha glared at the two of us and came over to smack us. We both laughed and scattered away. We took turns to shower and get ready for breakfast when there was a knock on the door. It was Wai. Suthee was unaware as he was busy laying out the breakfast.

"Suthee, Pha and I are going to go buy some milk ok? We be back soon."

"OK. Come back soon. Don't do things I wouldn't do."

"Idiot!" I chuckled softly, leaving the room with Pha, effectively locking Wai and Suthee inside.

As we made our way towards the lift, Pha told me it was him who had called Wai over. They needed to talk. He also told me apparently Wai didn't have a girlfriend and he only said that because he was afraid of telling Suthee how he felt and being rejected. He felt he wasn't good enough for Suthee.

'Is he dumb or what?! Why so much of insecurity? He should jsut own his feelings and express it. He can't decide how is Suthee feeling."

"Right? Rich, it's coming from you na?"

I realized my folly and kept quiet, blushing furiously. Pha just held onto my hand. "I didn't mean to rub it in your face. But like you said, you can't decide for someone else on how they feel. So just express your own feelings ok and work it out like matured individuals."

I nodded, leaning in to kiss Pha on his cheek. Just as we separated, we turned to see Forth and Kit, looking at us with surprised eyes. Right. They didn't know. No one did. Ah, I guess I just outed my relationship. Both boys cheekily smiled at me and insisted drinks was on us the next time. Before I could retort, I heard Pha softly reply. "No problem. Drinks and dinner on me. I don't mind celebrating the fact that I got my boyfriend."

I gaped at Pha open mouthed. Wow. Did he just shut me up again?

Pha: 3 Ming: 0