A Stupid Mistake 4

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Beyoncé POV  Currently ....



I toss and turn in my bed irritatingly as images of Y/n keep reoccurring in my mind, it's been a week since we've 'reunited' I guess you could say, and I know I told her we could work on being friends and I still have her number. But I wasn't planning on using it anytime soon, I was actually going to pretend like the whole thing never happened. But when I was taking blue to school this morning the radio station played 'Our' song and I've been thinking about her since.



I hate that after a decade she's still has a grip on me, I guess your first love will do that. I've never experienced love like hers neither before or after, she was so tender, loving, and edgy just the way I liked it. I was head over hills for sure. But then she denied me AND flirted with someone in front of me and at that moment I died.


And since then I was never the same Beyoncé. The Beyoncé y'all know now will knock you in your shit if you disrespect me even in the slightest, my mouth is definitely wreak less, so I need a nigga that knows how to handle me. And that is where Shawn comes in, he is the only one that gets me. We met roughly 5 months after y/n and I's break up and he saw me at my lowest, he befriended me and helped me pick my crown back up.



Now because of Y/n I feel guilty. Shawn is nice and all but if yn never broke my heart I don't even know if I would've looked in his direction, I haven't been attracted to guys since I was young. Hell and to be honest I never thought of Shawn of being fine or sexy looking or any of that, just a decent looking guy who treated me respectfully. Eventually he asked me on a date and I figured why not and it's been history ever since. But the question is did I ever love him



Of course I got love for him seeing that he is the father of my children, and I do love him but to an extent. Over the years I was guilty and angry with myself for not being IN LOVE with him like a wife should, but I couldn't deny my feelings so instead I taught myself how to deal with him. And recently I truly found myself actually loving him on that level!


But I wasn't expecting to bump into Y/n, I wasn't expecting to hear our song on the radio, and I wasn't expecting for all of these old feelings and memories to come back. I get out the bed leaving Shawn there sleeping by himself to go down stairs to have a drink, right now I need something to calm my nerves and take the edge off. I walk into the kitchen and take a wine bottle from the rack and pop the cork not even caring what kind it is.


I pour myself a good amount in a wine glass and bring it to my lips, I close my eyes and deeply inhale and exhale at the good taste. One thing I can say about Shawn is that even though me personally wouldn't pay thousands of dollars for just one bottle of wine, but the expensiveness of it tastes immaculate. I can feel my mood and body relax off just one sip, I take the bottle along with my glass and go to the living room to sit in front of the fireplace.



I sit there for awhile just staring at the flames before my thoughts are pulled from the flames and back on y/n, I take another sip of wine as if it was going to wash the thoughts away. Before you know I done drunk the entire bottle. A little tipsy I texted Kelly for Y/n address, of course Kelly bring her noisy self wanted to know why but right now I'm not in the mood of talking. Thankfully she gave it to me.



I sit there for another 30 minutes feeling good as hell as I can feel the affects of the wine start to set in

Y/n is still heavily on my mind even in this state then suddenly I can still picture her naked, I close my eyes as the images of her tall frame, chiseled shoulders, her toned stomach, and curvy waist comes into my mind

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Y/n is still heavily on my mind even in this state then suddenly I can still picture her naked, I close my eyes as the images of her tall frame, chiseled shoulders, her toned stomach, and curvy waist comes into my mind. She was shaped and toned perfectly! Not to feminine but not too masculine either, I couldn't quite describe it but I love it. And then my mind wondered further until I pictured her dick. Actually no wait more like a fucking rod! That girl was beyond blissed!

I remember her showing me her dick for the first time, she was so shy and scared. Me being a virgin at the time and only seeing a penis on porn sites hasn't seen one up close and personal until then, I was shocked at how big she was not even knowing she was flaccid. Out of pure curiosity I started poking and rubbing on it, I could feel it become stiffer, I went further to explore her testicles I started toying with it inside my hands like a small child.


My innocent mind didn't know what I was doing to her until I look back up and see her dick standing straight up and looking harder then before, I look at it completely shocked as I can see it slightly twitch. At the tip I see it leak what I knew from pornhub as precum. 


I snap my eyes away from the flames beginning to feel a flame of my own burn inside me, I shiver as my harden nipples rub against my shirt every time I let out a breath. I throw my head back against the back of the couch as I gently rub my thumbs in a circular motion against my buds, I bit on my lip to keep a loud moan from passing past my lips.


I rub my hand up and around my neck squeezing it imaging its Y/n's hand instead of my own, my eyes roll back as a strong throbbing sensation starts at my core. I lose my breath as I keep picturing Y/n right  here with me right now having her way with me.


That's it! I pick up my phone and go to grab the first pair of keys I can find and go to yn address that Kelly sent me, logically I know this may not be the best idea but I don't care! The wine just helped push my suppressed feelings and cravings come back full force. I pull up to a semi-large house and I just hope that she lets me in.



To xxx-xxx-xxxx : hey yn it's me Beyoncé
                                                  Sent 2:30 am


           From xxx-xxx-xxxx: hi Bey, are u ok it's kind of late?
                                                 Sent 2:31 am



To xxx-xxx-xxxx: no I'm not. Open your door

                                                 Sent 2:31 am


I lock my phone and step out my car and to her doorstep, seconds later I hear the door unlocking before she opens it. I watch and inwardly moaning at the way she's looking at me and finally having her eyes set on me and me only after years of craving it. My body speaks for me before I can verbally as I can painfully feel my nipples standing at attention yet again, and I know it poking against my white tank top. I see Y/n tear her eyes from mines and look at my nipples, when I speak is when her attention is focused back on me


"I need you"






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A/N: alright y'all so that was sumn slight for y'all if u want pt. 5 lmk . & if u guys have any ideas or suggestions message me or comment here & tell me and ill see what I can do 😘

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