I remember sitting on my bed
Waiting silently to turn the lights off
Always hiding my emotions
But on the inside I was so soft
Couldn't let anyone notice
Had to seem unbreakable
No I wasn't crying
I've lost that ability long ago
And I truly know
I look so fucking ungreatful
But no
I want to thank you
For helping me getting through
All of this
The night
It will end soon
Can I hold on?
But I know
For every day anew
You will guide me furthermore
- j.k
