Lady Paulson one shots...pt.2

Stay with me pt.2

⚠️ gun violence, blood, mentions of abuse and death

-R.I.P your feelings-

"Where are we going?" I ask as he walks me down the hallway. I gasp as I see blood on the floor and a few bodies. I spot Dr. Miller hiding in the corner silently placing a tourniquet around another doctors arm. I look away quickly not wanting the man to see him. "You don't remember me do you?" The man asks. I look at his side profile and try for the life of me to remember him. "You killed my wife." He says and it clicks. I've lost two patients in my time but only one woman. "Emily." The man stops in his tracks.

He faces me "DON'T YOU DARE SAY HER NAME!" I jump "you killed her" the man cries. We walk quickly into to the waiting room at the front of the hospital and I see cops and cars all around the hospital. "You stood right here and told me you could save her!" I swallow a sob "you said it would be an easy operation." I look out the large glass windows and see a cop trying to get my attention. "YOU LIED!" I jump "tell me! Tell me what really happened" he tosses me into a chair and points a gun at my head.

I open my mouth to speak but no sound comes out "SAY IT!" "S-she lost too much blood." Tears fall down my cheeks. "She had major blunt force trauma to her chest and had a broken rib cage." I avoid looking up at the man "I was done with the operation and was about to close her up...b-but then her heartbeat began to drop" I shake my head remembering the scene "blood was seeping out of her chest...I didn't know why. It was a smooth operation. I-I searched for the bleeder but she was bleeding so fast...I couldn't find it in time." I look up at him to see him crying "she flatlined and died on the table....I searched for the bleeder even after she died. The human body can last about a minute during asystole before the brain begins its decay" I look up and see his confused face.

"So I searched...and I found it. There was a fragment of bone that had punctured her heart. I couldn't stop it. She had already lost too much blood." The man sniffles and wipes his tears "NO!" He screams making me jump and sob "y-you killed her." He whispers. I look up and stare down the barrel of the gun. "It's James right?" I ask out of fear not really knowing why. "Shut up!" I gulp "Em-she, had been in the E.R before....for a broken arm and was bleeding internally. I was the doctor on call who helped. S-she told the police she fell down the stairs but once you and the cops left...she told me you pushed her."

James furrows his brows and puts the gun to my forehead "SHUT. UP!" I see swat coming up slowly behind him "I didn't mean to kick her that hard. She just-she just wouldn't shut. up! But then she couldn't breathe. A-and she was spitting up blood." He drops the gun from my head and cries "I-I killed her." He covers his mouth and sobs "OH GOD. I KILLED HER!" A swat member grabs his arms and at that moment James lifts the gun and pulls the trigger. A sharp pain burns through my stomach. With my adrenaline running high and the shock I place my hands over my stomach and see blood seep through my fingers.

I take a few slow steps towards the doors and open them with one bloodied hand "help." I say weakly. Y/N!" I hear billie yell. I look up and see her pushing past the police barricade "THATS MY WIFE! MOVE!" As she reaches me I drop to my knees "oh god baby" Billie sinks to her knees before me and covers my hand over the bullet hole. "HELPPPPP!" Paramedics are already running up behind her preparing the gurney. The initial shock is wearing off and the severity of the situation hits me. "B-billie" I look at her as I'm carefully lifted onto a gurney. Billie runs up beside me and grabs my hand "yes" I start to cry "I-I don't wanna die" I say feeling my hands go cold.

Billie starts crying harder "baby don't say that" I sniffle and wince feeling the sting in my stomach. Dr. Miller runs out and see me "oh god! Y/n." He runs beside me and moves my hands off the wound and helps the paramedics try to stop the bleeding. "Scissors!" The paramedics cut my shirt open and reveal the bullet hole "oh god!" I groan as I see the blood gush out every-time I breathe. They irrigate the area disinfecting and washing away blood. I groan and squeeze billies hand.

My eyes start feeling heavy and I just want to sleep. "No, y/n stay with me!" Billie says as I slip in and out of consciousness. An oxygen mask is placed on me and through blurry vision I see billie looking at me her beautiful brown eyes full of sadness and despair. I reach up and wipe her tears "no crying" I hum "you're too pretty" Billie smiles softly and takes my hand with hers, placing a soft kiss to it. "UGHHH!" I groan as I feel someone reach into the wound and search for the bullet. "Got it." I hear a metal clatter and breathe heavily. My breathing is shallow and it's harder to stay awake.

"We got another one!" I look past billie towards the hospital and see them wheeling out a woman. She's a nurse, my nurse, her name is Dorothea, we're really good work friends and she's come over a few times to have dinner with bil and I, the right side of her scrub pant is bloodied and she's unconscious. I squeeze billies hand and smile "I love you." I close my eyes "No, no, no y/n NO!" I feel billies head on my chest and fall into a deep sleep. I wake up and see my body laying on the gurney, Dr. Miller is wiping his forehead with his sleeve, hands covered in my blood. The paramedics drop their heads and walk to another body. Billie is laying her head on my chest, holding my hand in her bloodied hands, sobbing. "I'm sorry billie. She's gone." Dr. Miller says. Billie wails and beats her fist against my chest "why y/n why?!"

Billie senses something and snaps her head up to me "no." I walk over to the nurses gurney and see the paramedics call her time of death. I glance back at billie before doing something I hope works. I quickly place my hands on her body and lay beside her on the gurney.
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Billies POV:

I sense y/n's presence "no." I watch as her spirit enters the body of the nurse. I run up to the nurses gurney as she sits up and gasps loudly. "Your back!" I say. She looks at me before the paramedics rush back "what the hell?!" They begin placing an oxygen mask over her and wheel her into an ambulance. I take a glance at the woman's name badge before she's out of my sight 'Dorothea Michaels'
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I went to every surrounding hospital asking for Dorothea Michaels. Finally I found her. I sit in the waiting room with families of the survivors.
Goddamn it y/n
"For Dorothea Michaels." A young man dressed in scrubs says into the room. Nobody else stands so I do. He nods "follow me." We enter a room and I see the woman asleep in the bed. "She's going to be sleeping for a while." I sniffle "thank you." The man smiles and says "you know her name means a gift from god. It really is a miracle she survived." I choke back a sob and hear the door shut behind me.
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