Your sister has a boyfriend, in fact she has more than one. But tsukishima doesn't deserve that treatment.... And your sister doesn't deserve him.
So who does..... you?
Do you deserve him?
Do you want him? More than her?
Interesting...
"Mmm... I don't know y/n you might get held back a year or two". Tsuki said scratching his head. I laughed and shoved more chips into my mouth. "Hey- I'm trying"! I shouted at his insult.
"Yeah but... some of this stuff is from last year". He motioned flipping through my workbook. If tsukishima couldn't tutor me then I was doomed.
"Hey, you're spilling shit on my bed get off". My sister chimed as she walked into her room. I had crashed their make out session to ask about my math work, since tsuki was like the smartest boy ever.
I mean... he just looks smart.
"Okay okay.. I just wanted some help". I said looking down at all the unfinished papers. "Well me and tsuki are busy now... ask your friends for help". My sister said practically pushing me out her room and slamming the door behind me.
I flinched as the door shut in my face. And I put my middle finger up to it. I hope you can feel this Akiko.
I don't know how tsukishima is even with her. I mean... when I met the guy I thought he was a bitch too. He was kinda quiet and everything that he said seemed snarky. But when I got to know him he was actually so cool... and he's nice too. Plus he's smart and he doesn't mind tutoring me.
I walked into my room and threw my book on the floor. That's enough for one night.
I decided to just watch tv until tsukishima left. Usually akiko might help me with work if she feels like being nice. But I wouldn't bet on it.
I could hear them laughing from her room, and I rolled my eyes as I scrolled the channels on my tv.
They were both a year older than me, but that didn't stop my sister from being childish.
They started laughing louder and I turned up my tv to drown them out. I was jealous of my sister...
Not that I was trying to steal her man or anything... it's just that... tsukishima is such a great boyfriend to her. I wish someone treated me that way.
I've never even had a real boyfriend.
But sometimes when I look at tsukishima... I catch myself thinking about if I had met him before my sister had. Sometimes it seems like we get along really well.
And- I know it's evil but I wonder if he finds me attractive sometimes too.
I would never go behind my sisters back. But what she didn't know couldn't hurt her. So my fantasies weren't hurting anyone.
Plus, once I get my own boyfriend then this little crush I have will be over.
It's not like he would actually like me anyways. My sister has such a nice body... and she's pretty too. I'm no comparison.
But I am the funny one.
I reached into the space between my bed and the wall, latching onto my deepest secret and pulling it from the depths of its hiding space. My diary.
I clung onto the hardcover copy of all my sins, and smirked to myself as I opened it.
Sometimes I would write my fantasies down. Just so that I could read them before bed.
Dear diary, Tsukishima accidentally confused me for my sister in the kitchen today. He came up behind me and planted a soft kiss on my neck, as his hand trailed over my waist and around the front of my body where he played with my boobs through my shirt... before realizing it was me. I thought he would stop once he realized.... But when I looked down and saw that boner I-
*KNOCK KNOCK
I jumped and my eyes widened as I threw my diary back into the crevice of my bed and laid back suspiciously. "Come in". I said with a shaky voice. I was nervous enough- but my heart skipped a beat when tsukishima poked his head into my room.
"Hey- sorry we had to cut the studying short. I'm about to hit the road but next time I come over we can get back to it". He winked.
My head got all hot inside when he did that... I felt really guilty now. I shouldn't have wrote that horny porn shit about him..
He's a really good guy. And I hope my sister actually treats him right. She always ends up breaking guys hearts in the worst way. She's a cheater.
"See you later". I said as he looked around my room a little. "Hey- this is my first time seeing your room". He expressed out loud with a smile on his face. I like his smile-
"Ready"? My sister asked him, opening the door wider to reveal herself standing behind him and reminding me that he was forbidden.
Tsuki doesn't drive, he says he hates it and that it gives him anxiety. So my sister always picks him up and drops him off.
She complains about that sometimes when he's not around. About how she has to do that for him. But I drive too.. and I wouldn't mind doing it for her.
"Hey come on, it's getting late". My sister said already walking away and towards the door. Late? It's only 10... There's been times where he's stayed over well into the early morning.
Why is she acting so pushy all of a sudden? Must be her bitch DNA.
Yeah- we share a dad but not a mom. However my dad and her mom are married and we live together, but our parents decided to let us use the house while they traveled the world together. A perfect life for my dad and his bitch.
The bitch that happened to spawn the other bitch.. There's a lot of bitches okay?
Anyways, me and akiko have been together since we were young so we're basically just like any other sisters.
Tsukishima closed my door and I heard them leave.
I sighed. Jeez that was way to close. Akiko would kill me if she ever saw that shit I wrote. But- I couldn't stop. It was addicting to dream about it.
I guess... I wish I had a boyfriend like him. Someone like tsukishima.
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Oaktree— yall keep your dirty little mouths shut about how many books I start. Don't worry- I'll finish this real quick. 😏 And then... You'll finish real quick.
