MY SISTERS BOYFRIEND

SOFTCORE

"But I know I'd miss you baby, if I left right now"

"If you stay I might fuck you"
Those words cut through my chest, because the lips they slipped from belonged not to me... but to my sister.

"Tsukishima... what did you just say"? I mumbled- baffled and disoriented at this sudden outburst.
"Forget it, no... I'm sorry". He told me standing up off his bed and running his hand through his blonde hair.

"No- you said"-
"I was JOKING- damn y/n, why do you have to make it so awkward... I was just proving my point... you're way too shy to have done anything with atsumu". Tsukishima rambled and I eyed him across the room.

He was the one acting weird.. and what he said didn't seem like a joke. Maybe I should leave?
Or.. stay?

Akiko is cheating on him, but if he doesn't know that then he's cheating as well, and Could I even be with a cheater?
What am I talking about- I can't be with him at all.
This twisted fantasy I've been living in is nothing but trouble obviously.

But... how come when he said that my heart skipped a beat and I got excited? Inside I felt as though I wanted him to be serious. I wanted him to fuck me...

"You were joking"? I questioned, his effort at avoiding eye contact was commendable. "Never mind. You're too young to understand my humor". He teased. I felt confused, because now I couldn't tell if he was joking before or not. It was hard to read him.

I stood up off the bed slowly.
My heart was pounding so loud, I'm sure he could hear it from here. My fingers balled themselves into my palms and I clenched my fist nervously.

I didn't want to hurt his feelings...
But I'm afraid if I wait any longer I might accidentally make a mistake.

Tsukishima watched me as I came closer to him, his eyes focused on my body approaching- open and vulnerable. I was coming to him.

"I- have to tell you something".. my mouth spoke without permission and I cursed myself internally. I didn't want to tell him. "What is it"?- he asked softly.
The way his eyes trailed my movements... the way he backed up ever so slightly, with his back to the wall and no where to run.
It made me even more timid.

"Just tell me already". He complained rolling his eyes. He shoved his hands in his pockets and I felt my stomach drop.
I walked closer, until I stood directly in front of him with anxiety building up.

"Y/n you're torturing me". He smiled.
I tensed up, and soon enough his hand was being placed on my shoulder.
Was he trying to comfort me?
Then why did I feel so...
-"I think I know what you're going to say". Tsukishima interrupted my thoughts.

"W-what"? I stuttered.
"Y/n... I'm with akiko". Tsukishima told me. I immediately shut down- being rejected when I was really trying to tell him all about the cheating.

"I'm with akiko but"-
I looked up at him, and his face looked different. He usually looked so calm... a bit intimidating sometimes.
But right now.. he looked DIFFERENT.

"But- I feel it". He said lowly.
With his back to the wall and his eyes on me, time seemed to stop.

"Feel what"? I asked.
...

"This"- he sighed as his hand on my shoulder moved itself over the back of my neck and brought me closer.

I nearly held my breath as he pushed me by the back of my head towards his chest and held me there. What...

"I don't know what to do"- he spoke quietly, like he was telling me all his secrets.
He took a deep breath and I felt it.

My face was on his chest, and my reaction led me to wrap my arms around him.
I hugged his waist as he held me tightly against him. I said nothing... and he stopped talking as well.

What is this..
Is this what we should be doing?

"I don't want to cheat... but I can't stop thinking about you". He admitted. The confession left me feeling hazy and honestly all I could do was recall that night... when he dreamed of me.

"What kind of things... do you think about"? I asked looking up.
"You know what I'm thinking about". He told me, as his hands wrapped around my waist holding me tighter to his body.

"I... Don't think we should do this". I told him honestly. I felt bad- I felt like even though akiko was cheating on him, I couldn't bring myself to help make it worse.

"Why not? I don't see a reason".. he smiled deviously. "Akiko doesn't have to know... atsumu doesn't have to know". Tsukishima spoke slowly and deeply.

and as he sweet talked my ear, I found myself being moved back, pushed by the arms of this boy in front of me, who led me to the bed behind me.

"You really would cheat"? I asked.
Maybe my sister isn't so bad..

"Y/n... I always liked you more". He laughed.
This is unbelievable. My head is spinning.

"Don't worry"- he consoled me, the back of my knees hitting the bed frame and forcing me back onto the mattress, laying there frozen as tsukishima towered above me.

My eyes widened as his shirt was pulled over his head, revealing toned muscles and hard abs leading to a v-line.
I was instantly taken over with desire... I couldn't help myself.

"It's our little secret okay"? He asked desperately, his eyes begging to come on to my naked body. He wanted to see me spread over his sheets with nothing on.... Nothing but him.