Wonder (extended) • JiKook •

1 - Wonder.

Jungkook's POV:

It's been 5 years since the ship departed, leaving Jimin alone on Earth. If I'd known he wasn't on the ship earlier... I would have gone off to look for him... But it was too late once I realized. He was already gone. I've never forgiven myself since then. Every time I went to sleep, it ate me alive. It made me feel even worse because I was now in a more comfortable environment and could breathe fresh air. Knowing that abandoning him in such a way had only dug a deep hole in my heart.

It just pains me that I couldn't and can't do anything for him... at least in person or physically.

So I kept my promise to him and planted fields and fields of cherry blossoms for Jimin, the flowers he thought were so lovely. Every cherry blossom has a significant meaning, just as Jimin had his own. So fucking beautiful.

I miss him so damn much.

I also often feel lonely at night since we're apart, so I read his favorite book while curled up on the sofa with a pillow and wishing he was here. This happens very frequently; there isn't a day that goes by when I'm not thinking about him.

I always wonder... Is he still alive?

Does he remember me?

Is he doing well?

Is he lonely?

Being alone there must be lonely... especially if you're the last and only person on earth.

If only it had been me and not him...

It just hurts even more because he had so many plans for once he arrived here, but he never got to do any of them... But everything will change.

Aside from planting cherry blossoms whenever I could, I've been working on my own ship with NASA's assistance. We've been working everyday, day and night trying to build the ship. With that... the ship is going along pretty well.

We are getting closer and closer to finishing the ship thanks to the assistance from NASA... and Jimin will soon be able to return home with me and be by my side once more again.

Until then, I can only hope he's still there.