Wonder (extended) • JiKook •

7 - Day 1,844.

Jimin's POV:

Day 1,844...

I sigh as I look around the dimly lit room in which I am sitting in. Living is becoming increasingly difficult these days. I feel empty without Jungkook by my side. He was the light in my life, but I had to go and fuck it up like I always do.

I hold the radio to my chest, sobbing for the millionth time today. My eyes were puffy, as they always had been ever since Jungkook had left. It doesn't help that the radio is broken... So I'll never know if he's ever attempted to contact me.

I still wonder how I've survived this long... the air is getting dirtier and thicker by the year, month, day, hour, minute, and second... there isn't much food either, and some days I have to skip eating because the food storage is so low.

I'm aware of my fate. I'm certain that I'm going to die. I just wished it was by Jungkook's side... rather than by myself.

Even though I'm alone in this world, I've made a friend to keep me company. Autumn, Autumn is a Calico cat... Jungkook and I had always wanted a Calico cat. Now I have one... but not with him.

It hurts just to say it, let alone think about it. "Jungkook has left," "Jungkook has disappeared," "Jungkook is not here." It's incredibly painful. I miss him, I miss him, I miss him.

I didn't even notice until now how much I needed him.

I also didn't notice how tightly I gripped my shirt as tears spilled everywhere. I was constantly crying. I had no idea I could cry so much... I'd think my tears would have ran out by now... but apparently not.

You know, without him by my side, the sunrises became lonely, and the night felt even worse.

In a world like this..

It's my fate to die and succumb on my own... and nothing can change that.