The Lost Minds

The In between

Luck: a cold breeze kept sweeping like a broom across my rooms balcony ,I stood looking and asking myself what I should do for the poison within was at dead end ,my emotions kept running like a horses set free from an open stallion ,I couldn't tell what I could do next because I felt my world falling apart ,but no I asked myself of what and where to go .
Lily : you shameless son of a bitch , you think we all don't know what you did ?
Luck:what I did ,and what is that,when lily told me this I was so scared and burdened by the guilt ... Lily: don't pretend I don't know why your playing deaf ,but I will make sure I expose your dirty secret ... Luck : lily was so determined to expose me ,I pleaded but she refused from then I was belittled and I couldn't carry the weight of the pressure because it was too much for me to handle. Charles : hahaha you deserve everything that's happening to you. Luck :why do have to insult me like that you all know why did that in the past and everyday I pay for it for the rest of life
Dawn : exposing you won't be enough you wretched son of a bitch I despise you ever since you entered our lives .

Luck : please stop I have had enough of this I said , whatever I did you all know wasn't out of my own will please spare me of the resentment . ,I said all this as lily ,dawn and Charles kept laughing. Charles : spare you, really get out of our sight we don't want to look at you any more please go before I publish what you did . Luck : I lowered my face in shame and walked away , because all I could was nothing but to leave because I couldn't bare reminding me of the past I wouldn't want to remember .

As I walked away, the weight of their words crushed me. I felt like I was drowning in a sea of shame and guilt. I couldn't bear the thought of facing them again, of seeing the disgust and hatred in their eyes.

I wandered the streets, lost and alone, trying to escape the pain of my past. But it followed me, haunting me like a ghost.

I thought of all the things I had done, all the mistakes I had made. I thought of the people I had hurt, the lives I had ruined.

And I knew that I couldn't undo it. I couldn't go back in time and change things. All I could do was move forward, try to make amends, and hope that someday, somehow, I could find forgiveness.

But for now, I was trapped in this prison of my own making. A prison of shame, of guilt, of regret.

As the sun began to set, I found myself at the edge of town, staring out at the vast expanse of the unknown. I knew that I had to keep moving, had to keep running from my past.

But I was tired. So tired.

And so, I made a decision. I would leave it all behind. I would start anew, in a place where no one knew me, where I could be someone else.

I took a deep breath, and began to walk. Away from the past, towards the future. Away from the shame, towards redemption.

But as I walked, I knew that I would never be able to escape the ghosts of my past. They would always be with me, haunting me, reminding me of what I had done.

And so, I walked on, into the unknown, with only my shame and guilt to guide me.

As I walked, the darkness closed in around me, a reflection of the turmoil that churned within. I couldn't shake the feeling of being haunted by my past, of being forever trapped in this prison of shame and guilt.

But with each step, I felt a glimmer of determination ignite within me. I would not let my past define me. I would rise above it, forge a new path, and create a future where I could find redemption.

The stars began to twinkle above, a celestial map guiding me towards a new horizon. I breathed in deeply, the night air filling my lungs, and whispered a promise to myself: I would not let my mistakes destroy me. I would learn from them, grow, and become stronger.

And so, I walked on, into the unknown, with only the light of the stars to guide me. But I knew I wasn't alone. For within me, a spark of hope had been kindled, a flame that would burn brighter with each passing day, illuminating the path towards forgiveness, redemption, and a new beginning.                   As I walked, the stars above seemed to pulse with a rhythm that matched the beating of my heart. I felt a sense of liberation wash over me, as if with each step, I was leaving behind the shackles of my past.

The world around me was quiet, save for the soft rustling of leaves and the distant hooting of an owl. I breathed in deeply, feeling the cool night air fill my lungs, and began to let go of the burdens that had weighed me down for so long.

I thought of all the people I had hurt, all the mistakes I had made, and the pain I had caused. But with each step, I felt a sense of forgiveness creeping in, not for myself, but for those who had wronged me.

I realized that I had been carrying around a heavy load of resentment and anger, and that it was time to let it go. I couldn't change the past, but I could change how I reacted to it.

As I walked, the darkness began to recede, replaced by a soft, ethereal light that seemed to emanate from within me. I felt a sense of peace settle over me, a sense of calm that I had never known before.

And in that moment, I knew that I was free. Free from the shackles of my past, free from the guilt and shame that had haunted me for so long. I was free to start anew, to create a future that was untainted by the mistakes of my past.

I smiled to myself, feeling a sense of joy that I had never known before. I knew that I still had a long way to go, but I was ready for the journey. I was ready to face whatever challenges came my way, armed with a newfound sense of hope and determination.