𝒂𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓- 𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒏 𝒃𝒖𝒕𝒍𝒆𝒓.

seventeen.

Me and Austin had went to bed after laying on the sofa for a bit. he came into my room and slept there for the night. i felt so comforting having him next to me. it felt like the best night sleep i've had since my dad died. We woke up and i had a shower. i heard a couple of knocks on the door, whilst i was washing my body. "come in" i shouted over the sound of the running water. Austin came in, shirtless with his hair wet. "sorry i just needed some toothpaste" he said keeping his eyes on the ground. "you can look up you know" i said with a smirk. he slowly moved his eyes and they met my body. he looked me up and down, admiring my figure. "hmm so beautiful" he mumbled, with his teeth on his lip. i blushed at his comment. i got out the shower and put on my outfit for the day, just a black gym set so i was comfy. i left my hair down and put a black cap over my head. i grabbed my purse and a black jumper.

i left my room and waited at the door for austin. "austin hurry up!" i shouted. there was a loud buzzing coming from the kitchen counter and with my curiosity went to see what it was. i walked over to the counter and picked up the phone.

10 new messages from @kaiagerber

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come meet me soon Austin i miss you baby

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i miss the way you used to touch my body

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my smile faded of my face, i felt tears well up in my eyes. i dropped the phone back into the counter, i grabbed my car keys and left the apartment, slamming the front door behind me. i went down to the apartment garage and got into my car, slamming the door behind me again. the tears started spilling down my face. i was down bad for this man.

how could he. did he just want hoes. did he just want me to say he has bitches. ugh i knew it, shouldn't have trusted him.

i put my head in my hands and took a big sigh. i lifted my head up and saw through my car mirror, Austin getting out of the elevator and rushed towards my car. that's when i started my car and sped away, leaving him there. he'll have to take his own car for once.

i arrived on set and stormed into my trailer. i launched myself onto the red sofa and screamed into the pillow. then the tears started to come again. i heard some loud knocks on the trailer door. i quickly finished my little breakdown sesh and welcomed hair and makeup in the trailer. today was the viva las vegas scene, great. "are you ready to be a 60's lady?" a lady spoke. "not to sure about that" i chuckled. about 2 ladies where working on my hair, trying to get it huge like a beehive. lots of hairspray and gel and clips where places into my hair to hold it in place. it was just like priscilla's hair in the 60's. they then started on my 60's makeup, drawing thick eyeliner onto my eyes. "girl your eyes are super red, have you been crying?" one of the lady's asked. "yep boy problems" i said. i told her the story of what happened this morning. "well you never know the full story, talk to him, it's not worth throwing something away if you don't even know the full story." she replied. that really shook some realisation into me.

they some light concealer was placed under my eyes and they did my brows in a brown colour with a bit of white eyeshadow. they then got out my white and black outfit out and i stripped down my clothes. i didn't really care about them seeing my body since i was used to it being a model. they placed it carefully over my hair and makeup trying to avoid smudges and pulling out bits of hair. after a two hour process i was ready to go out and act, physically but not emotionally.

i thanked the hair and makeup team and left to go to set. i saw Austin and polly talking in the corner. he was also in a matching white and black outfit. i stared at him for a moment, wondering if he knew i was mad. while i was staring at him, baz came over and gave me a hug. "OKAY EVERYONE GET INTO POSITION" baz screamed right next to me.

i moved over to the fake trailer that was for the viva las vegas scene. i stood next to austin awkwardly while my hair got some hair spray. "are you mad at me" i heard him say next to me, but not looking at me. "mhm" i mumbled. "why" he said back. "10 unread messages from kaia gerber, i miss you baby, i miss the way you touch me" i mocked. i heard Austin chuckle next to me. "is this funny to you, huh, what did you just want hoes on you, huh!" i screamed at him, drawing attention to us. "no tori, she wants me i don't want her, i never wanted her, my manager paired us together!" he screamed back. my anger turned into embarrassment as i realised i was being stupid. everyone on set was now waiting for us to finish our argument. "i'm sorry Austin i-i didn't know" i said to him. "yeah i understand where your coming from tori, i would be mad to" he said. "come here" i said opening my arms out for him. he embraced me in a hug, i whispered in his ear. "i hope you'll forgive me, i'm just being stupid" "i'll tell you the full story later" he whispered back and gave me a kiss on the cheek.

we did the dance we had been learning and if i say so we did it perfectly. "and cut!"i heard baz scream. "we will do another take tomorrow, good work for today guys!" baz said. i guess work for today was over. i thanked members of the crew and walked out of set. i was walking back to my trailer but was stopped by Austin. "so basically i'm going to tell you what happened because you deserve to know" he said. "no you don't have to" i replied. "no i want to" he said with a smile. "so my manager paired me with her for publicity but she thought it was a real relationship but in no way did i like her and she was always touch me up and when i said no she would carry on" he said to me. "well first thank you for telling me that i appreciate it, secondly that's literally so out of order i'm so sorry" i said pulling him into a hug. "hey tori, austin wait!" i turned around to see baz holding two boxes. "these came for you today guys!" he said to us. we thanked him and took them to my trailer. "i'm so excited!" i sat down and practically ripped the outer packing off. it was from ohpolly. "ohpolly! i've always wanted one of their dresses!" i said happily. Austin was watching me open my package. i opened it up and whipped out the note.

"for Victoria, we made this dress specially for you, it's called St Germain. We have sent you 5 colours, red, white, black, light blue and light pink! i hope you enjoy your dresses. p.s. the red one is for the secret party tonight at ** ***** street. many of your favourite celebs and a-listers will be there!
yours truly- oh polly<3

"AHHH OMG AUSTIN ARE YOU SEEING THIS" i said shaking his arm. he laughed and nodded his head. his package was from Dior of course. they sent him a dior savage which is totally his scent. i can't wait to smell it on him.

i got undressed at took all my makeup off with a makeup wipe. i then took all the clips out of my hair and the back bun that they wrapped around my hair to make it a beehive. i then brushed it all out and pulled it back into a slick bun. Austin had left my trailer to get ready to go home as well.

tonight is going to be amazing.

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literally a bad chapter but i wanted to upload something!