𝒂𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓- 𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒏 𝒃𝒖𝒕𝒍𝒆𝒓.

twenty three.

I've been dreading this day ever since I got the phone call. me and Austin have constantly been going to the gym together to get my body to perfection. we have been eating healthy all week and he's been super supportive in everything. although I found out Austin and Olivia will be in the front row while I walk but I'm still upset Bella won't be here. we usually do every show together. today I woke up early to prepare for the runway.

my alarm blared loudly and filled up the room with its annoying obnoxious sound. I reached over to turn the irritating alarm off. I heard Austin groan next to me and I apologized, "I'm sorry aus I just need to be ready for this runway" I said whilst getting up. I was already stressed and I only just woke up. Don't get me wrong I love being a model but preparing for it is so stressful and time-consuming. this whole week I feel like I haven't seen Austin at all and we live with each other, with work as well it's even worse.

I slip my silk pajamas off and hop in the shower. I need to shave every inch of my body so it's ready for my tanning bed later on. I grab my razor and start to shave my legs, making sure to not miss any spots at all. I then move to my arms etc. I get out of the shower after 40 minutes and get my face shaver out. I shave my face then head to my room to moisturize my whole body and do skin care. by now it was 7 am.

i quickly got my clothes on. i had to be at the tanning salon by 9 and it was a 40 minute drive. "bye baby" i said to austin while kissing his cheek. "bye honey" he mumbled. i grabbed my car keys and headed out.

i arrived at the tanning salon and put my tanning oil on for the sunbed. This was finally my time to relax and calm down before the show. After about an hour i got out of the bed and headed straight to the runway set. The nerves started to kick in when i arrived. my breath became unsteady and my hands started to shake on the steering wheel. i pulled over before i went into full panic mode and got my phone out my bag.

i put the phone to my ear. "please don't be busy" i whispered to myself. "hello?" "austin im really panicking" i cried. "woah, honey it's okay, what's up?" he said softly. "i'm just so scared for this show, i mean i always get scared but not like this" i cried harder down the phone as i explained. "honey your going to be amazing, i know how good you are at everything you do, your going to kill the show" he told me. with his comfort and a little more talking, i started to calm down and my breath returned to its normal pace. "thank you for that baby, i have to get going to the runway but can you stay in the phone, i really need you right now" i asked. "of course"

i pulled up to the runaway set and said my goodbyes to austin because i knew i was going to be busy. as soon i got in the building i was escorted to my dressing tabled for hair and makeup. the show was in 4 hours and i needed to be perfect. i got undressed and got into my robe. many girls around me where getting hair and makeup done. pallets, sprays and brushes. my specific look was beach's waves and a two piece bikini with a sheer skirt with heels. two lady's came to do my hair and a lady was doing my glowy makeup look.

i got along well with my stylists and we laughed and talked the whole time. "your going to look stunning" one of the hairstylists said. i laughed and said thank you. there were people attending to me to contour my stomach and put foundation on my legs. like i said everything had to be perfect. it was about 30
minutes to showtime and i had to put my outfit on. i put on the bikini myself and then a stylist came a fixed it up. i could hear the people settle in their seats and there was a lot of fuss.

i took many deep breaths and prepared for the big moment. my rollers were being taken out and show time was in the next ten minutes. i prayed that it would go well. not going to lie i looked hot. i was first in line since i was opening the show.

the music started playing and i knew i was walking out soon. a lady next to me was counting down from five to me. i was so so scared i was about to go on a versace show. "and go" she said. i took all my training with me and walked like there was no tomorrow. i came out from the back and paused at the start of the runway like i was told before walking the runway. right at the front i noticed austin and olivia with their phones out recording me. i couldn't look at them but i knew austin had a huge smile on his face. i walked down the runway as sexy as i could. at the end of the runway i striked my signature pose and walked back. i took a small glance at austin and he was smirking super hard, i tried my best not to smile. As soon as i reached the end of the runway a camera greeted me behind set and i gave a smile and waved.

i sat down in my chair, panicked and heart pounding. Suddenly i was greeted with a big hug from olivia, "You killed it out there, you look so good!" She said. Austin pulled me over and gave me a hug, no kiss though because we still haven't announced our relationship. "You look so sexy baby" he whispered into my ear as he hugged me. i blushed trying to hid my smile aswell.

Donatella came backstage and greeted all the models and i was first. "donatella hi!" i sad whilst giving her a hug. "You where incredible! thank you for modelling for me" she replied. "It's my pleasure thank you for giving me the opportunity!" "Your most welcome, now you must be tired so go home and get your rest" and that was it, she walked over to greet the other models. 

I got dressed as quickly as possible and headed for austin's car. "Bye Olivia! I'll message you tomorrow" I said to her giving her a hug. "Bye girl!" she said. Austin opened the car door for me and i got in absolutely exhausted. "You did such a good job baby,  how did i manage to be with you" he smirked and gave me a kiss. I depended it by turning my head and putting my hands on his face.

Suddenly, he grabbed my leg and pulled me over him, making me straddle him, and just like that we where making out. "Oh god, what do you do to me" austin moaned. I laughed and continued to kiss him, moving from this lips to his neck. "Baby as much as i love this, let's wait till me get home" "Good idea aus" knowing that the paparazzi would be here any second now. Austin started the car and stepped down on the gas to get us home quickly.

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So it's been a while and i've been missing for months but i'm honestly going to try to update more if you want me to and enjoy the story, next chapter will have some smut so🤭 ily all!