My Idiotic Simps (OCHAKO HAREM)

Shoto's nightmare

(SHOTO TODOROKI'S POV)

"You are a fucking failure." Dad says to me as he pushes me off the roof, I fall and fall into darkness. Old memories creepily surround me like a shadow that never leaves. My burnt eye stung as if it was getting boiling water spilled on it again. My sister Fuyumi was standing there, shaking her head at me. I tried to grab her but she faded in my arms like an eery ghost. I saw my brother, Natsuo looking at me in disappointment as I fell in-front of his eyes. I saw my mother, triumphantly smiling as I fell. "Your left side is unbearable." She says, rudely. She repeats the same words she said ages ago.

My eyes were bleeding, my fire quirk was activated and wouldn't stop, my ice quirk wasn't working. I was trapped in darkness, stuck in a falling hole. I kept seeing old memories, people I know and care about. I felt nauseous and depressed as I was weak and unable to stop myself from falling. I felt dizzy and the world started spinning in my eyes. I landed with a thud and somehow I had transformed into my younger self...my mother was holding a kettle and looking at me...but this time she looked like a villain, she looked scary. I fell again and now I was in a random room. A man with black hair and staples around his face stared at me and lifted my chin up, laughing at my pathetic face.

"Who are you?!" I asked in a rush as he chuckled. "You want to know who I am?" He said teasingly as I nodded, afraid but acting composed. He smirked and started to say something. "I am..." suddenly I woke up with a start and looked around the room.

It was all a dream, I was covered in sweat and I could feel my hair dense because of it. I checked the time and saw that it was 2 am. I sighed and wondered why I was getting nightmares, was it because I wasn't in Japan and every time I thought of it, it makes me think of a fantasy world?

It was not some stupid fantasy though. What do I do...? I rubbed my eyes as I looked around the room and jumped when I saw some red eyes watching me. It was Bakugou. He was sitting up and was holding his phone while watching me, obviously interested of what I was thinking about. He raised an eyebrow when he saw me covered in sweat. I ignored him and tried to not meet his eyes. I got up and walked to the bathroom to have a shower.

I stood with no clothes under the cold water, the hot water gives me trauma and flashbacks to the past but today, even the cold water was doing that. I rinsed my hair out as I stared into space, thinking about my life. I thought of my father. My mother. My brother. My sister. But...I thought about that man in the black hair the most. He was a villain, I know he was. He is Dabi. He attacked our school many times with other villains and we have seen him a lot. But...why does he seem different? Familiar even...what is happening to me? I can't deal with this anymore, I'm so tired! I just need some sleep.

I get out of the ice cold shower and wipe myself dry with a soft towel, I dry my hair especially and look into the bathroom mirror. I see how dead I look. I had bags under my eyes, it looked like I'd been crying since I had red eyes, not too red but a reddish tinge was definitely visible. My hair didn't have its normal shine, the shine that usually meant I was happy. But through my eyes, the thing I could see the most was that man. That villain. That Dabi. For one second I feel like I'm about to faint, I raise my hand to my head, clutching it hard as I lean against the wall in my fresh clothes. I sit down on the bathroom floor, unsure what to do anymore. A few tears escape my eyes, I was shocked when I felt them.

I had been trying to hide my emotions for so long that a single tear is surprising for me. I wipe it away with my shaking hand and stand up, still dizzy. I open the door handle to see Bakugou looking impatiently at me. "You take so long in the bathroom, half n half." He whisper-hisses angrily, he would've shouted but the others are asleep, well he wouldn't care about the boys but Uraraka is asleep. He loves that girl, even though I made it pretty clear that she is mine! My snowflake, not his.

Bakugou looks at me, as if judging me.

(KATSUKI BAKUGOU'S POV)

I was watching some shit on my phone when I heard some damn nerd murmuring stuff in their sleep. I looked around even though I already knew it was that damn Icy Hot. I looked at him and started to wonder about what he was thinking. I saw sweat running down his face as he looked panicked, even though he was asleep. I sighed and ignored him. It was 2 am in the morning and I couldn't be asked to deal with this nonsense. I went back to my phone until I heard someone stirring. I looked at I saw icy hot sitting up in bed, his eyes wide and red with worry, his face covered with sweat, his hair damp and he looked exhausted. "Tch. Damn nerd." I muttered under my breath as I watched him.

The idiot looked at me and jumped in surprise, honestly I was quite surprised too, that damn Icy hot was actually showing emotions (other than love to Ochako.) He always seemed so calm and composed which really pissed me the fuck off. He got up and went to the toilet, trying to avoid eye contact. I also got up, suddenly wanting to take a shower. I waited for a long time outside the toilet. *Is he taking a damn shit or something?* I thought to myself, exasperatedly. I was really annoyed with the guy.

When he eventually came out, he still looked like a mess. His hair was fixed but it looked different than usual, his eyes were red and he looked traumatised, I inspected him, still curious about his nightmare.

(SHOTO TODOROKI'S POV)

I wanted to slap Bakugou in the face when he walked into the bathroom, he first insults my trauma, steals my girl and what else?!....this doesn't sound like me! "What's wrong with me?!" I accidentally say aloud but no one hears anything, even Bakugou since the shower water is pretty loud. I go to the living room so no one hears me and sob into a cushion.

I weep and weep, wanting the nightmares to end, wanting my family to change, wanting my parents to die, wanting to know who Dabi is, wanting to stop being jealous, wanting to turn back into myself and wanting Uraraka to be mine,