((TW))
DING DONG
On September 3
My girlfriend asked if one of us could go to a BBQ her family was doing, our best friend Lucy and Me were both begging to go but only one e was supposed to go,
So I backed down y'know sense they are closer I thought for sure Anny was going to pick Lucy...
They got into a little disagreement so she asked me and I said yes of course.
Cause I loved her
When I got to her house she was already outside, which for some unknown reason looking at her at that time made me feel like she was hungry....
I kept checking the time just in case
My mom said I had to be home at 7 and it was around 5
Anny asked me what I wanted to do
I didn't know what to do so I looked down thinking.
"We could go to the park and have a picnic! " I got excited cause I always wanted to go have a picnic with someone I loved
So I said yes
And we went to the park
That was the time she asked me if we could do a tiktok
Me being the brat I am said no
She kept asking and started to record me giggling with a big smile on her face
She looked hungry
I smiled slightly hiding my face with the jacket I had,
After we got bored so we went back to her house...
I was bored still so I got on my phone nothing to interesting was happening with my friends
Anny came up to me
"could you explain to me what this anny girl looks like? "
The therapist asked writing a quick note and I looked at her
She's taller than me by like 3 inches maybe so she's like 5'3 or 5'4 she has long curly hair but she had it in a bun, she was a little cubby I guess, she's light skin and I think that's all...
"Ok than carry on"
she said getting ready to write notes again
I sighed and continued with my story.
Uh... Well she asked if I wanted to see something down stairs I forgot what though,
I followed her and sat down on the floor looking at all the stuff crawling to a punching bag and started to punch it
The punching bag didn't move much,
I'm weak so..
Anyway
She sat down on the floor and I sat back down as she was laughing at me
I looked at her and smiled
She looked like she could eat me whole..
"Are you hungry? "
"No..? "
She answered my question with a eyebrow raised
After that we sat down together I was sitting on her lap and tried to get up
She putted me back down
So I tried again
She pulled me back down..
I looked at her
"I want my phone-"
I told her
She grabbed my phone and gave it to me
"Thanks.. "
She smiled at what I said
She kissed me after, and kept kissing me over and over adding tongue not long after,
I broke the kiss not adding tongue trying to get off of her
"Why are you being so shy? "
She giggled
I felt like I was about to cry
But like I said I'm weak
So I just gave up
She grinded on me kissed me and everything....
I didn't like it at all
After what felt like 30 minutes I told her I wanted to check the time and got up grabbing my phone and going upstairs her dad asked if the tv was on
I said no and went back down stairs him telling me to tell anny something
But he just followed back down stairs
He saw anny on the floor and laughed a bit
"Why are you on the floor? "
She just shrugged and looked at me
She still looked hungry
But like that hungry after you ate your most favorite thing in the world
Like you wanna eat more...
And more
I teared up and texted my grandma
"It's 7 come pick me up now"
And putted my phone away quickly hiding it smiling softly at anny and her dad
After like 2 minutes that felt like a hour Annys brother came down stairs saying that my grandma was outside
I nodded
But anny followed me outside hugging me tightly and and I hugged her
back trying the hardest I could to hold back every tear in my eye
and went in the car
. . . . .
My therapist stopped and looked at me
"Is that all? "
I nodded slowly and looked up at her
"Other times she just kissed me but after THAT I never really let her touch me again.. "
She nodded and stood up opening the door
"Well that's all the time we have for today, I'll see you in December, "
I stood up wiping away tears and walked out fast
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ChickLitAbout a transgender male (ftm) who went to his girlfriend's house and did something with her years later he has a therapist who he is telling the story to on what had happen to him while he was younger •• this is long you don't need to read it •• (...
