I roll over and my eyes flutter open to reveal my room full with niggas plus melody ...looks like we had time last night I thought to myself...I don't even remember anything from last night but I do know I got a mean ass headache now ...
I get out the bed and slowly make my way thru everyone without waking anyone ... I walk down the stairs ... I grab a advil and two tylenols out the kitchen cabinet... I took all the pills with some advil ...
i'm hungry I thought to myself ... fuck it i'll cook breakfast... I decided to make breakfast quesadillas, some with bacon and some with sausage...
time skip ( after cooking )
" i'm hella tired " I said finishing everyone plates ... I walked upstairs " y'all get up it's time to eat " i said seeing some movement... "if y'all not up in 30 minutes i'm throwing y'all food away " I said walking away ...
I heard more movement when I walked down the stairs ... I grabbed my plate sitting on the couch... I heard footsteps coming down the stairs ... " thanks sis " edot said sitting at the table ..
after a while everyone was downstairs besides ddot .. I put my plate in the sink and put ddots in the microwave.. I went upstairs doing all my hygiene stuff ...
" bae you okay " I crawl in the bed and roll ddot over to get under him" i'm tired just let me sleep please " he mumbled in a whiny tone " okay " I got from under him n went into the restroom ...I cut the shower on took off my clothes ...
time skip (30 minutes later )
i'm going to see notti today ... that's all I can think about I miss my heart... I put on a bra and underwear ... I got into the closet trying to find a outfit ... after I go thru a few outfits I find the one i was going to wear ...
I put on my clothes ... I went to my vanity putting on my apple watch , charm bracelet and my necklace ddot gave me ... I grabbed my tote bag putting eveything in my other purse to that one along with my gun ...
I put some perfume on & my shoes ... I walk downstairs " bye y'all i'll be back " I said .. " you mean see you later " dd corrected me " yes " I said getting into my car ... I pulled off to nottis grave site ...
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I play music while driving but I was deep in my thoughts about notti not really paying attention to the music .. I pulled into the grave yard ... I sat in my car for fifteen minutes trying to pull the strength to go ...
I walked out going towards his tombstone ... soon as I seen his name the tears falled ... " bro notti i'm so sorry ... you didn't deserve this shit it's forever fuck them igotchu lil cousins I promise I do " I said ...
I sat down next to the tombstone for a hour just talking to him like old times ...
" I love you ethan " was the last thing I said before getting up ... I walked to the car I sat in there trying to stop crying ... " fuck bro " I said hitting my wheel over and over ..
