Sugarhill ... June 15 2022 4:12
Raylen's POV
I rolled over falling off the bed " browhat the fuck " I hear ddot say I just lay on the floor "get up raylen " ddot mumbles ..." why was you so close to make me roll off " I mumble " look in the bed " he replies I got up to see edot in the bed .. " y'all irritating , folks always end in our room " I say grabbing my phone ....
" damn it's 4:21" I say to myself ..I put my phone down going into the restroom doing my hygiene ddot came behind me kissin on my neck " we still have a whole part two today "he said makin me sigh ... I put my body weight on ddot while he rubbed my body ...
" im about to throw up " edot says mugging us I smack my teeth and walked away ... " we is grown we can do what we want dick " ddot said to edot slapping him .. " bae we need to go to the mall so I can buy a outfit for today " I said laying down ...
" raylen " I hear melody scream making me run to where her voice was which was dd's room .. I run in the room " what's wrong " I said " dd needs you right now " she said walking out the room I went into the restroom connected to his room ... I seen him crying and holding his knees I sat next to him n hugged him ..
" I just don't understand why us , why take my brother why take your cousin , did we deserve it I just want some understanding cause I don't understand I got y'all but I feel so alone why take my dawg the one I loved the most I just don't get it " he cried as he layed his head in my lap I rubbed his back ..
" I don't know bubba I wish I could tell you but god has a plan everything happens for a reason ..god needed notti more then we did but it's okay cause notti will forever live thru us we have him living thru us we gotta do it for him everything for notti right " I questioned him ..
" everything for notti " he nodded his head " it's okay just can't give up notti wants us to complete our mission he finished his " I said as I tried my best not to cry ... yes i'm telling dd this but I still have my own doubts but I had to be strong for the sake of my cousin ...
" thank you my heart " he said hugging me " get up n get ready we going to the mall for outfits " I told him standing up ... " I love you " he said softly " I love you more " I replied going back in our room ...ddot was dressed sitting on the bed .. I went between his legs ..
" does this ever get easier " I mumbled laying my body on him " it will ma , I know it hurts to see him like that but eventually you won't have too " he said hugging me ... " your right , who's all here still " I asked him... " everyone's gone expect melody and jay of course cause he lives here " he relied ....
I go into the closet grabbing adidas pants adidas pants , a white wife beater and some black n pink jordan's ...after I was dressed I fixed my hair a little... I grabbed my gold purse from last night not caring if it matched I walked out the room making ddot follow ...
" let's go dd " I said walking downstairs I seen jay and melody kissing " ohmy fucking god it's always something " I said rolling my eyes ..." it's finna be some shit " ddot said going back upstairs i'm assuming to get dd ... jayand melody just stared at me ..
dd came down the stairs " so wussap "he said walking where they was ...I stayed by the stairs with ddot behind me ..." look I don't want to be with you , you don't attract me nomo it was fun while it lasted but I want jay you cry to much " she said making me look her upside her head
" nah bro what she's wildin " dd said laughing " bro just mind your buisness okay real shit " she said putting her hand in dd's face I walked over there pushing her hand slowly down ..." that's what we not going to do " I said steppin infront dd ....." jay get out my way fa I real life smack you " I told jay as he got up muggin me
