Sugarhill .. July 16th 2022 8:21
Raylen's POV
It's been a week since my brother died .. I haven't left the room or ate .. I haven't seen anyone unless they come in .. I haven't showered .. I don't even know what to do nomo ...
" raylen " I hear notti say " me n dd coming in " he said .. they opened the door I looked at them .. " look I know what you going thru I literally know but today you have to get up " dd said ..
" we let you do it for a week my heart but today is rayjhon funeral " notti said lifting my body up .. " ima go start the shower her ass stink " dd said holding his nose
notti turned around mugging him .. he mouthed sorry and walked out ." ima roll up and let's just talk " notti said making me nod ..
he walked out i'm assuming to go roll .. I grabbed my phone looking at all the messages and stuff ..
I just ignored going on instagram .. notti walked back in with a rolled spilff .. he sat in front of me on the bed ... he lighted it up the passed it to me ..
" how you got here notti " I asked him while I hit the blunt ... " your brother died two hours before your mom called I know cause I seen him .. he told me that you wouldn't be able to live without both of us and his life was worthless cause of jail " notti explained ...
" so when he was coming in , I went out .. a life for a life " he said .. " this nigga just always look out .. I just wish it was another way " I said rubbing my eyes ... " im sorry raay that's what I was trying to tell you at the park but ddot interrupted me " he said making me nod ...
I wrapped my arms around notti .. " i'm happy your back tho i missed you so much " i said .. he holding his arms around me .. " ima stop just staying in the room " I said as I let go ..
I gave the blunt to notti .. " i'm finna shower and go get a outfit for his funeral " I said getting off my bed .. " we already got you one " notti replied ...
" where is it and what time does the funeral start " I asked notti .. " dd going to pick it up right now and 10 so go get in the shower and everything else until dd gets back " notti instructed ..
I went into the restroom closing the door ... I started the shower I put on a bonnet .. I got into the shower .. after like 30 minutes I got out ..
I wrapped a towel around me .. I brushed my teeth and washed my face .. I peeked out the room trying to see who was in there .. it was just ddot .. I walked out ...
I went into the closet .. I grabbed a grey sports bra , underwear and some grey sweatpants .. I went over to ddot .. " you okay " he asked I nodded .. he wrapped his arms around my waist pulling me too him ..
I kissed him and he kissed back .. he put his hands on my neck .. he stopped letting me go .. " i'm here for you I want you to know that " he said getting up kissing my head then walking out ..
I put on my clothes .. I walked out going into the kids room seeing if they were in there.. I seen halo .. " tete " she said running over to me .. I hugged her " hey baby " I smiled just feeling her ..
I put her down .. I just seen my brother in her eyes " you can go back to playing I just wanted to see you " I said making her go back to her tablet .. I went downstairs..
" whew you smell so much better cous " dd said making me push him .. " wheres edot " I asked them they pointed to his room ... I knocked on the door " come in " he muttered ..
I walked in seeing him in his bed ... " how you feeling " I asked him .. he just looked at me for a minute just sitting in silence
then he finally broke it " i'm fucked up raay , my bestfriend gone damn near thought I lost you " he said shaking his head ...
