Sugarhill ... Same day 5:23
Raylen's POV
i ain't gone do y'all bad but comment this time !!!
" raylen get the hell up " dd said shaking me I hoped out my sleep .. " girl you crying and sweating in your sleep " dd said looking at me...
" I just had a bad ass dream " I said feeling my body .. " well go get dressed we can talk about it when we at the mall your show starts at 8 " he said making me nod ..
he walked out the room ... I got up standing in front of the fan " yeah I gotta get my life together , first thing honesty I be hiding my emotions way to much ..." I said to myself...
after a minute I got my mind together I went downstairs seeing everybody expect ddot of course " yo let me talk to y'all " I said standing infront of them .. they was in the living room ...
" I need to be honest and always speak my mind ... so the other day me n roscoe had sex and roscoe i'm sorry it was honest mistake I don't have any feelings for you I took advantage I am in love with ddot but I been making horrible decisions to hurt him which has only hurt me " I said to everyone ...
" i'm trying to get myself together and a relationship just isn't what I need i'm apologize from the bottom of my heart " I said to roscoe he nodded he got up walking out the door...
I went outside following him " roscoe " I said grabbing his arm he pushed me back " just give me some time ight let me go " he said getting in his car I sighed going back in the house ...
" it's alright , you getting better " edot said wrapping his arm around me " and also we been knew y'all fucked the other day " dd said making everyone laugh .. I shot my middle finger ..
I went upstairs I sat on the bed starting to roll .. dee came in the room " i'll roll , dd told me to tell you to get dressed " he said making me nod so I got up going into the closet ..
he sat in my spot starting to roll " dd won't let me breath he's been on my ass " I said looking for a fit .. " nah he keeping you on track he know you going thru a lot " dee said making me nod ...
" I guess you right " I said thinking " I know im
right " he said making me laugh " fuck this i'm just wearing a jacket " I said grabbing a white hoodie ..
I put it on then I put on my white crocs .. " light that hoe " I said seeing a rolled spilff in his hand he grabbed a lighter lighting up .. " how you feel about doing your first show by yourself " dee asked me ..
" scared but excited " I said as he passed me the blunt " you gon be good sis , we all gon be there just not peforming.. we finna dip to go get ready I love you " he said getting up he wrapped his arms around me
" I love you more " I said as he walked out .. I finished my blunt dd walked in " you ready " he asked me I nodded ..
I followed him downstairs .. edot , jay and duedy was down there " y'all coming " I asked them " hell no dd's driving " edot said " yeah no I kinda like my life " jay said making me laugh I looked at duedy ..
" ion like my life but I rather not go out ina car crash " he said making me laugh harder " suck my dick " dd said walking out the house I went behind him .. we got in his car he pulled out going to the mall ...
" so what was the dream about " he said breaking the silence .. " so I has dreaming about raymond and the night all of that happened I thought I was out the dream n you walked in and I killed my self " I explained I could feel his demeanor change ...
" but whole time that was a dream too and I never woke up to explains why i was sweating n shit " I said " damn raay , don't even do that shit foreal suicide ain't no joke " he said touching my arm ..
