to the moon and back. | ON HOLD CURRENTLY

𝖬𝖾𝗆𝗈𝗋𝗂𝖾𝗌 | 𝗮

Trigger Warning: death

,,Baby I'm home" I said as I
stepped in our home. It was October and I just drove home from work. As soon as when I took off my jacket and boots I yelled again ,,Baby?". She usually answers right away. ,,I'm here" she finally answers, her voice coming from our bedroom.

So I got into our bedroom and then I saw her. She was wearing a red dress that accentuated every part of her body perfectly. Her dark brown hair fell perfectly on her shoulder. ,,Wow" I just managed to say. ,,I bought that dress online and I was just trying it on" she said smiling. ,,Do you like it?" She asked.

,,Yes It looks stunning on you" I replied. ,,Thank you Mi Armour" she said, giving me a kiss. It means my love and is French. She will never know how much I really love it when she calls me that name.

It makes my cheeks heat up and my stomach fill with butterflies. And she knows that I love it. ,,But why did you bought it?" I asked. ,,I mean is there something special that I don't know of?" I smirked.

,,I don't know every day is special, don't always wait for special days to wear or cook something because everyday is special, and if you always wait for something it soon will be too late" she said hugging me. And that's just one from a million reasons why I love her so much. But only if I knew why she said that.

,,Lyra? Lyra?" My mom said lightly touching my arm. I didn't even realized that I zoned out. I was so lost in my thoughts as I stood in front of Liliths grave. She was my girlfriend for a year. Then she died because of cancer.

But she never said to me that she had cancer because she doesn't want me to worry about or be sad about it. But that was only more worse for me. From that day on, it was July the 11th, it felt like my heart had broken into a million pieces.

Tears were now streaming down my face and I felt like a storm in the ocean. Just lost and agitated. I knew it's been 2 years but it still feels like it was the first. ,,I think we should go now" my mom said looking me into my ocean blue eyes.

Lilith loved them but since she's not here anymore my eyes has lost their shine. The only thing you could see in there was sadness.

I love you, Mi Armour.