Chapter twenty-five
Jisungs pov:
I started to feel y/n move I bit so I looked over and they looks terrified, I brushed it off thinking it's just a dream. Then y/n started to mumble things "hey are they okay?" Minho asks "I don't know... I think their having a nightmare" I said "oh shit" Felix says "what" i ask "I can explain later just wake them up before it gets worse" he continues.
We tried to wake them up and their eyes wouldn't open " y/n wake up!" Felix yelled, I shook their body please please get up! They continue to say things but now they started to cry "baby please wake up!" I shook them more in hopes their eyes would open, the next thing they said made me worry "no Jisung cant leave me he's all I have left" they cried. The other members looked worried. After a few minutes their eye's finally opened they looked terrified "oh my god" I sighed with relief "are you ok?" Felix asks, they sat up and hugged me and just cried. After a bit they finally stopped crying and explained everything "we would never believe something that idiot would say" I wiped their tears away "you should probably try and get more rest of you can" Felix says they nod and we all go to our rooms.
They lay down and i lay right beside them, they snuggled right into me "im sorry I made you worry" they say "don't apologize are you ok?" I ask "I don't know" they say "you can talk to me you know that right and Felix told me about some stuff I'm not mad about any of it I may not understand what it's like but I'll listen ok" i say, it looks like they think about it for a second.
Y/ns pov:
Should I say what I feel, what if he thinks it's his fault, what if he doesn't believe me, what if- "y/n?" He says "um honestly I'm just scared I'm not enough jisung... I'm scared your going to leave me but I know your going through stuff to and I don't want to make you feel like that's not important you've made my life so much happier but I'm just not happy it's not because of you it's because of what happened back at home" it felt so much better getting words of my chest "Y/n I love you so much okay! Your the best things that happened yes I'm practically living my dream but my dream wouldn't be complete with out you, I felt like my life was falling apart and there was something missing that day when I saw you again i felt completed like I was unstoppable I was so happy there has not been one day I haven't thought of you even when I had to leave you that day the following years you were always my first thought in the morning I always asked Felix how you were he thought I was so weird" he chuckled "your my everything ok" he kisses my forehead, I smiles as tears filled my eyes because of his sweet words "I love you so much too" I replied with a bright smile "there's that beautiful smile I love" he kisses me "get some rest please" he says I snuggled into him and closed my eyes.
He's my everything.
In the morning when I woke up Jisung was gone but a note was left behind "hm?" I picked it up
Good morning my love sorry I didn't wake you I thought I should let you sleep you probably need it I'm just grabbing some things I'll be home in a few hours if you need me call me I took today off to spend it with you <3
Love jisung
Aw he's so sweet, I smiled. I sat up and walked to the kitchen to grab food, I cooked some eggs and toast and sat down on the couch. I saw Jisungs song book "... I kinda wanna look in it-" I though "no thats invading his privacy... what if there's a new song tho... he won't know" I picked up the book and flipped through the pages I came across a page with my name on it.
(I know this song was made in 2019 and is for a kdrama but idc deal with it)
A song for y/n
기억해 우리 처음 만난 날
수줍던 미소와 쏟아지던 햇살을
눈빛만 보아도 나는 알 수 있었어
우리는 하난 걸 우리는 하난 걸
네가 나란 걸
네가 웃을 때나 힘들 때나
항상 지켜줄게 너를 위해
시간마저 거슬러서 네 앞에 나타날게
I believe I believe
세상이 바뀌어도 변치 않아
약속해 줄래
이 아름다운 곳에서
널 사랑했던 모든 기억은
끝나지 않을 이야기가 되어 빛날 거야
Never say goodbye 너와 난 하나니까
같은 꿈 속을 함께 거닐 테니까
지금 이대로 넌 내 곁에서 웃어주기로 해요
내일 보다 멀리 영원보다 오래
사랑해 널
걱정에 잠 못 들던 새벽엔
너를 보며 저 하늘에 다짐했지
저기 너무나 머나먼 나의 꿈까지
두 손 놓지 않기로 해
잠시 길을 잃어 혹시 외로워져도
작은 숨결 나의 목소릴 들어줘
날 부르면 어디라도 널 찾아갈 테니까
난 울지 않기로 했어 폭풍 같은 하루에서
더 따뜻하게 너를 안으며
지켜주기로 했어
네가 내게 준 사랑이 남아
난 그나마 살아갈 힘이 생겨
You don't cry
안녕은 다시 만날 때만
Never cry
우리가 만든 얘긴 이렇게 남아서
끝없는 날을 아름답게 만들 거야
찬란한 꿈을 꾸며 살고파 언제나
네 안에서 영원토록
Never say goodbye 너와 난 하나니까
같은 꿈 속을 함께 거닐 테니까
지금 이대로 넌 내 곁에서 웃어주기로 해요
내일 보다 멀리 영원보다 오래
사랑해 널
사랑해 란 말 조금은 뻔할지 모르는 말이지만
절대 아낄 수 없어
세상 무엇보다 너를 아끼니까
너만의 내일 너만의 내일
너만을 위한 내일을 기다리며
하루 종일 끝나지 않을 이야기를 만들어
결말은 제목처럼
지금 이대로 넌 내 곁에서 웃어주기로 해요
내일 보다 멀리 영원보다 오래
My love
Never say goodbye 너와 난 하나니까
같은 꿈 속을 함께 거닐 테니까
지금 이대로 넌 내 곁에서 웃어주기로 해요
내일 보다 멀리 영원보다 오래
사랑해 널
I smiled as I read the lyrics I turned to the next page and it was the English translation.
I remember the day we first met
The shy smiles and the spilling sunlight
I knew, just by looking into your eyes
That we are one, that we are one
You are me
Whenever you smile, whenever you struggle
I'll always protect you, for you
I can even jump across time to go to you
I believe I believe
Even if the world changes, I won't change
Will you promise me?
In this beautiful place
All of the memories of loving you
Will become a story that never ends and shine
Never say goodbye, because you and I are one
Because we will walk in the same dream
Please just smile next to me like you are now
Farther than tomorrow, longer than forever
I love you
On nights I couldn't sleep because of my worries
I used to look at you and promise to the sky
Even my dreams that are so far away
I promised I wouldn't let go
Even if you get lost and get lonely for a moment
Listen to my small breath, my voice
If you call me, I'll find you, wherever you are
I promised I wouldn't cry, even in stormy days
I promised to hold you even more warmly
And protect you
The love you gave me remains
That's how I have the strength to live
You don't cry
Let's save the goodbyes for the next time we meet
Never cry
The story we made remains like this
It'll make our endless days so beautiful
I want to live with bright dreams, always
Forever in you
Never say goodbye, because you and I are one
Because we will walk in the same dream
Please just smile next to me like you are now
Farther than tomorrow, longer than forever
I love you
The words I love you might be a bit typical
But I can't save those words
Because I love you more than anything in the world
I'm waiting for a tomorrow
That I will live for you
All day, making a story that won't ever end
The ending is like the title
Please just smile next to me like you are now
Farther than tomorrow, longer than forever
My love
Never say goodbye, because you and I are one
Because we will walk in the same dream
Please just smile next to me like you are now
Farther than tomorrow, longer than forever
I love you
I can't believe he wrote this... for me! What
I love him so fucking much he's such a kind person I don't deserve him.
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