Chapter 47_fearless

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KENDRICK'S POV

"Im sorry" thats all i heard before haley walks away from me.

Damn it i thought this night would be perfect.its now or never i will not back down not now.

"Haley please!im sorry if your angry cause i kissed you im sorry. Im sorry i dont know what to do anymore"i said but she just keeps on walking away so i chase her as fast as i can and hug her from the back.

this is my final shot i lay it all on the line. My heart had been shattered ,broken for manny times and if will just break again this time God knows i wont be able to love anymore theres no way to pick up the pieces back together.

Raindrops started falling but i dont care i need to talk to her.

"I love you haley and i know you do.i felt it it wasn't just a kiss what we shared back there it is love..i know you love him,and as much i wanted to be your first love i know i can't but please let me be your last. i wont take that first spot away from him haley."

"I love you this much haley im begging i just wanted my chance with you. I love you so im willing to share with keith haley,i love you so much it hurt but im willing to suffer haley just please let me love you." I begged.

"My love for keith was the best thing i ever felt" she cried i almost runout of hope.my arms weakens its grip,slowlly sliding away from her

"It was the best! Thats what i believed in for a long time but then you came.you tured everthing blurr kendrick. I'm so confused and it hurt  so much think its not right." It hurts to see her trying to remove my hand on her.so i let go. Is that what i brought her? Pain,confusion?." I walk right in front of her i just wanna see her face right now even for the last time.The last drop of hope in me slowly washed away as the rain continue to pour over us.

"That Love, i thought was the best doesnt even match this love that i felt right now.and it makes me feel guilty that im not sure what i had with keith was true,Its just to strong kendrick and im so afraid" She cried

"Do you think im not afraid too? I am haley,i am afraid as much as you do. God knows how much i tried my best not to fall for you.but i i already did.i fall so deep and  theres no way out."

"I'm so afraid.i fall first haley and it freaks me out! Not sure if soon you'll fall for me too.i hit the ground and theres no one to catch me haley. So please if you love me just fall.i'll do the catching baby i promise" i cried giving my last full shot

My heart jumped for joy when i felt her arms wrapped around me.

"I love you kendrick"she muttered.

Thats all i needed to hear those 3 words 8 letters was enough.

Call me Silly but i felt like i was the happiest man alive.

I kiss him without hesitation.no more doubts,fearless just love.

HALEY'S POV

"Im sorry" thats all i can say i shouldnt have kissed back,coz the moment i did i know im in deep shit!

"Haley please!im sorry if your angry cause i kissed you im sorry. Im sorry i front know what to do anymore" lucky he thinks i walked out because of the kiss. Rain started to pour endlessly like what i felt inside me this feeling is too much-overflowing!.

"I love you haley and i know you do.i felt it it wasn't just a kiss what we shared back there it is love..i know you love him,i know how much i wanted to be your first but i know i can't and i wont take that place away from him haley.

I love you this much haley im begging i just wanted my chance with you please let me love you

I love you so im willing to share with keith haley,i love you so much it hurts but im willing to suffer haley just please let me love you." He said. Damn it! How can i hurt him when it hurts me twice to see him like this.

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