Half and Half

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Unknown: If you could see any band in concert right now, who would it be?

Aze: If Real Estate played at the beach on a sunny day... That'd be amazing ☺️

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Sierra's POV

"So yeah, he knows now." I told Cass, glancing at her closed door. After we

finished our pizza, I told her that I needed to tell her something important. I told her how Andrae now knows I'm Sierra.

She bit her nails, chewing on them, "Shit, what do we do? Should we tell mom?"

I shrugged, "No idea."

Cassie pulled out her phone from her back pocket, fingers flying across the screen.

Pressing the phone against her ear, I leaned in, trying to hear her conversation with whoever was on the other end of the line.

It was one of the twins, but I couldn't tell which one it was.

"Hey Cass!"

"Yeah, hey Cadence, how are you?" She spoke quickly.

"Good.. Are you okay?"

"I- No, not really. Look, its important. So Andrae found out about..Sierra." Cass whispered my name, and I loss my balance, falling into her lap.

I groaned, and she pushed me out of her lap, "Hello? Cadence, you still there?"

I couldn't hear anything, but muffled voices, so I laid down on Cass's bed, looking at her ceiling. Her ceiling had song lyrics in black sharpie, scattered all over.

What doesn't kill you makes you wish you were dead.

Got a hole in my soul, growing deeper and deeper.

And I can't take one more moment of this silence.

The loneliness is haunting me.

And the weight of the world's getting harder to hold up.

It comes in waves, I close my eyes.

Hold my breath and let it bury me.

I'm not okay, and it's not alright.

Won't you drag the lake and bring me home again?

Who will fix me now? Dive in when I'm down?

Save me from myself, don't let me drown.

Who will make me fight? Drag me out alive?

Save me from myself, don't let me drown.

-Bring Me The Horizon, Drown

Lay me down,