Destroying Relationships With Something You Can't Control

Professional

Iwaizumi woke up the next morning in an empty bed.

"Tooru?"

No response.

"Tooru?!"

Panic attack.

"TOORU WHERED YOU GO?!"

Oikawa walked through the door apron in hand, shirtless.

"Honey it's okay!"

He climbed into the bed and sat on Iwas lap, wrapping his arms around him. Iwaizumi breathed heavy and tried to wipe his tears before they fell.

"It's okay Hajime."

He lifted his head and wiped iwas tears, pressing a kiss to his forehead and getting up.

"Where are you going?"

"I'm making food love"

"Oh- okay... Can you come back to bed when you're done?"

"After we eat sure"

Iwaizumis stomach dropped. Another problem of his. He wasn't eating. Anything he was eating he was purging. Oikawa left the room and iwaizumi thought over what he wanted to do. He could eat the food and deal with the awful feeling. Or he could purge it. Or just say he's not hungry. As he thought Oikawa called his name. He got up and went to the table. Oikawa sat down and smiled at him.

"Go ahead and eat"

Iwaizumi reluctantly took a bite. It was good. But not good enough for him to want to keep. He took a few more bites.

"Uhm can I be excused?"

"Of course"

Iwaizumi got up and hunched over the toilet. He stuck his fingers to the back of his throat and gagged all the food up. His throat stung. His eyes watered. But he felt better. Skinny. He opened the door and met Oikawas eyes.

"Hajime-"

"Im just not feeling good"

"That is not just not feeling good!"

"What I cant throw up when I'm sick?!"

"YOURE NOT SICK."

Iwaizumi flinched.

"I can't help you anymore Iwa. You need professional help."

"Tooru please no-"

"I'm taking you to the hospital"

"PLEASE-"

"I'm not changing my mind. Go grab anything you need from my room. And don't think about grabbing anything bad. They search your bag."

He sobbed and slammed the door behind him, shoving his shit into a duffel bag.

Oikawa slammed himself back into the chair in the dining room and buried his face in his hands.

"Fuck dude." He said between his sobs.

Iwaizumi came back out of the room and got into the car. Oikawa noticed and followed behind.

"It's gon-"

"Don't fucking talk to me."

"Hajime-"

"SHUT UP"

"Okay."

They got to the hospital in silence. Iwaizumi got out of the car without a word. Oikawa bursted into tears as soon as the door shut.

"He's safe now. I know he is."