You

Myself

The things that I never told anybody

Is when I love, I love too much.

My love is scray,

Because it won't go away from all those memories.

I can stay away from you,

I can pretend like I'm okay without you,

I can try myself to be alone without you,

But

I can't forget you.

I can't unlove you.

I hate myself for being that kind of person.

Please Remember me,

In your prayer,

Yet our memories will always stay vivid into my heart,

In this soul,

I just realised

We can be so lonely even when we're surrounded by so many people,

Yet we have no choice to keep going.

For all the rezeki allah gave me

I'm truly grateful.

Truly.

I'm not alone in this journey.

I'm with Allah.

He promises us twice.

And he will take care the rest.

I trust him.

I gave all my hope to him.

Ya allah.

Make me strong.

Make me strong in this journey.

Please ya allah.

At least, let me make my parents proud of me.

This is not the end chapter,

This is the beginning of the chapter

It's okay

Keep going

Work hard

And be pretty

So that you won't blame and thankful yourself for not giving up one day.