I feel like I think to much. its so hard to do any task without overthinking about at least one thing. I cant even talk to anyone without overthinking abt every little thing I say . its like my life is on repeat. I need change, I cant do this anymore.
all I do every day is get up and get ready, go to school, come home, lay in bed on my phone, and either get high and watch a show or sleep until my dad asks I want food or until I wake up and call him give me food. that's it. its boring and it never ends.
my grades are dropping a lot and its becoming more of a task to get out of bed and wake up every morning. my room is getting messier and messier and I don't know how to fix it. I just want to be good again. I want to be happy and a functioning human. I don't want to have to think this way all of the time, I want to be normal.
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feelings I guess
Umorthis is basically what I'm going through atm and what I'm feeling so feel free to read and comment but if you know me irl pease dni, you can read without talking to me about it. don't negatively comment please (category is humor bcus im just hilari...
