3 years ago my life was miserable. Since I was in the middle ( 3 older and 3 younger) my mom used to treat me extremely different. When I say different I don't mean it in a good way. When ever my older sisters hangout my mom used to say " your too young to hangout with older sisters" I was totally okey with that because I was too young. But the thing that really pissed me off was when my little siblings hangout I was apparently too "OLD".
I swear I hated myself, almost for 2 years my mom used to treat me that way. When my oldest sister Lucy wanted to make me feel "better" she used to say "once you hit your puberty you can hangout with us than" . And when I was young I used to hate it when people say that to me. I wanted to grow up with out having my period hahaha I know I sound stupid but I was young anyway.
"Knock at the door "
"Can I come in, I don't want to sleep by myself " Kate said
"Yes, please" I replied
"Why are you not a sleep yet?" She asked
"I don't know, am just thinking I guess" I answered
"Thinking about what?" She asked again
"About life, well mostly my life" I answered her
"Do you wanna talk about it with me?" She said nicely
The moment she said that I felt like crying I don't know why. It's probably because no one ever asked me for this. I actually have a lot in my mind and it hurts to keep it to myself.
"Trust me it will make you feel better" she said softly
I looked at her and her eyes were close she looked like she was in peace. I looked myself in the mirror and I got scared of myself I looked extremely ugly. I didn't take a shower the whole day and didn't brush my hair. Thinking of what happened 3 years ago was not a good idea. But now that we are going to have new life in 2 weeks that's even worse.
"Are you going to talk or should I just sleep" she said
"Well I don't know where to start from, my story is really long and not fun" I said very quick
"Well if I didn't wanted to hear you from the first place I wouldn't ask you" she said softly
It felt really good when she said that. I actually felt like someone out here cares for me. Man it feels so good.
" Okey listen" I said
" Trust me I am" she said giggling
"So remember when my moms friend came to sleep over at our house for about a week or so?" I said
"Yeah I remember that, I also remember how you weren't comfortable." she said
My mouth dropped open. How did she notice that, I thought I was playing it cool.
"How did you know that" I said nervously
"You don't have to be surprised, I know when you're happy or not" she said
"You do?, but how?" I said
"Don't question me" she said half smiling but her eyes are still closed
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