Today is the final day of hakim's meeting. And I still can't wrap my head around him being in love with me.
I'm literally so shocked. It irks me every time I think about it.
Oh and talking about hakims final day of the meeting, if the meeting was just for three days, why on earth did he say it was for a week? And what are we going to be doing here till the week is over? So he lied to his parents, and me too. This is so not alright.
Just wait till he-
*knock* came a knock on the door. I went ahead to open it as fast as I could because I was angry. "Ayyo calm, why do you look like you want to burst?" He asked. I rolled my eyes and started speaking.
"First of all why did you lie?" I asked. "Uhm.. lie about?" He asked as if it wasn't obvious. "Oh wow. You really can't remember now? Your meeting was just for three days but you lied that it was for a week why?" I asked staring at him.
"Oh that." He said scratching the back of his head. "Explain." I ordered glaring at him. "It was just so I could spend time with you Zahra, no big deal." He said as he stared at my lips and back at my face.
"NO BIG DEAL?! What do you mean, it is a big deal and also-
Before I could finish talking he pulled me by the waist closer to him. "Baby." He called.
Baby?
My heart started racing at the name baby. "H-hakim w-what are you doing?" I stammered. "Baby, just what I should do." He replied. I pulled away and he pulled me back. Omfg.
He came closer until our lips smashed together and yes..he just fucking kissed me. For the second god damn time. "Hakim!" I yelled and pulled away. "Please stop this nonsense, I've told you before I don't fucking love you so stop touching me like I'm your mehram or something." I muttered.
"This is the second god damn time you're kissing me. Who gave you the right huh?" I said looking at him with teary eyes. "I-I'm sorry Zahra, I just-
"Please! You just got carried away right? That's what you're gonna say? Please keep it to yourself." I muttered. At this point I was very angry. Hakim is- he is a good person to be honest. But he is just doing too much at this point.
He always does things like stare at me, kiss me and do other things. I'm getting fed up. "I- can we go back to Nigeria tomorrow?" I asked nicely.
He looked away and I held his arm and turned him around. "Please?" I asked as a tear rolled down my check. "Uhm I- okay." He muttered and I smiled while crying. I was so relieved to be honest.
"Uhm Zahra." He called softly after i went to sit down as I was already having a headache. "Yes?" I answered. "I-can I tell m-my parent about me. I mean me loving you?" He asked. He was stammering.
"No." I said firmly. "Okay." He said silently. He looked disappointed. He was about to leave but I stopped him. "Listen." I muttered slowly.
"Hm?" He answered. "Look it's not like, I- I am trying to make you feel bad or anything but I don't love you. And I don't think I- that I am ready for a relationship talk less of marriage right now." I muttered. I was telling the truth
I can't get married to him no. "Yes I understand." He said and left but clearly he didn't understand. I looked away and held a pillow in my arm and started crying. I am really tired, I want to go back to my home. I want to go back to mom.
"By the way if you're fed up with me, y-you can get back home, just ask dad." He said. Wait, did he just read my mind? What the hell! Oh my god no he didn't. "Uhm I think I'm fine." "For now." I added.
He nodded . "I'll be going to pray, I'll be back soon." He said and I nodded as I stood up and entered the bathroom. I performed my wudhu starting from my palms to my wrist. Which is the first step.
I continued by washing my mouth three times. I was done and I came out, I prayed my maghrib prayer and sat down and started reciting my Duas. I prayed that Allah would lead me to the right path. And also for Allah to give hakim a very good life partner other than me.
Because I knew there was no way I would get married to hakim.
I like hakim. But I don't like him in the way that he likes me, not at all.
But...
I will not get married to hakim, ever. Inshallah.
Heyyy!!!!!!
How are y'all?
Yes I know, took so long to update but shaa, here you go.
So take advantage of it before I post the next chapter, should I do a double update?
Or the normal updates are better? Shaa choose.
I lovedddd this chapter!
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His bodyguard
Adventure"Lord, this guy has a huge ego! Ya Allah why did I have to meet him. Uff!" I muttered. This is a story of zahra, who was employed as a bodyguard at the Ahmed's and hakim who is the son of Ahmed mustafa. Zahra who thinks hakim has a huge ego, can't s...
