We were on the plane and I was bored as hell. I don't know what got into me but I just wasn't feeling it today. I thought maybe it's because of my period, mood swings and stuff. But I was really pissed.
I decided to let it go and just sleep.
-Flashback; three years back-
"I love you asmau." Said Hakim. "I love you too Hakim." Said asmau. They smiled at each other and asmau coddled on hakim. She was always happy with him around her.
Asmau is, or let's say was a spoilt brat, she hardly ever prayed, until Hakim changed that.
They met in high school and hakim at first didn't like her because of her rude, annoying nature. He got pissed almost every time because of her rude attitude.
Hakim didn't know how but he eventually started falling for her, she didn't accept him at first.
But after 5 months of being just friends, she finally accepted her feelings towards him. She realized she loved him with all her heart. And hakim from that day vowed to change her to a better Muslim. And he did just that.
Hakkm at that time was staying in an apartment while Asmau stayed in the schools hostel. She sometimes came to sleepover in the apartment when she feels she didn't want to stay in the hostel. And he didn't deny her that, as long as she would read for at least 30 minutes so as not to fail her exams.
They sometimes read together when she had exams and hakim also did. "Halkm thank you for changing me into a better person, I love you." Asmau said smiling at him. "I love you more." hakim said and smiled back. Asmau lay her head on his chest and calmed her mind down.
She wanted to present him to her parents but she couldn't, knowing the fact that her parents were drunkards. She didn't know what hakims reaction would be, she was scared he would stop loving her and break the relationship between them.
-End of flashback-
I saw hakim thinking of something when I woke up 2 minutes ago. But I decided to just let it go because I wasn't in the mood. He leaned back on his chair beside me and rested his head. Yh, we were sitting next to each other. I kind of liked that.
Fuck!
I don't know what's going on with me but it's surely not love, and I know that. I know when I feel something for someone and that feeling, I haven't felt it ever when I was around him. I just haven't. So I know that I'm not in love with him or any of the sort.
I was getting bored so o decided to ask. "What were you thinking of?" I asked looking at anything but him. "Uhm nothing big- just my past." He muttered.
Oh.
"Oh, is it bad or good or- Uhm you know -
"Don't bother. Let's just say it wasn't so good." He muttered and I nodded. And yes, I had more questions in my head. "Uhm, what is it about?" I asked. He stared at me before looking away. I then knew I was asking too much.
"Uhh- relationships and stuff." He replied. "Y-you have been in a relationship before?" I asked. I was actually shocked. He didn't look like he had been in one and he also never spoke about relationships that much. "Yes. But it didn't end quite well, and I just say I still miss her but- but what can I do?" He said burying his face in his palms.
"Oh I'm sorry to hear, what's her name- I mean if you d-don't mind?" I said. Can you just stop with the questions? That stupid voice in my head warned. But it was right this time.
"Asmau." He said with her name rolling out of his tongue naturally.
Asmau.
"That is a very nice name." I muttered silently. "It is indeed." He said. And there goes silence. I finally broke it.
"Sorry for asking... to many personal questions." I said. I was feeling guilty. "Oh it's nothing, I needed someone to talk to anyway." He muttered and looked away.
"Hakim what- what is going on with you these days? You've been moody." I muttered staring at him. He stared back and answered. "Why do you care?"
"Why not?" I muttered.
Hey y'all!
I decided to give a slight flashback of hakims life. Since y'all didn't answer.
I feel like nobody reads my book and it makes me disappointed. I read many books on Wattpad and they have a lot of comments on the readers sharing their thoughts and bringing ideas.
But me? Lol, not a single one😞.
I'm actually sooo disappointed, I hope you guys wouldn't disappoint me this time tho🙂
~shattuu~
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His bodyguard
Adventure"Lord, this guy has a huge ego! Ya Allah why did I have to meet him. Uff!" I muttered. This is a story of zahra, who was employed as a bodyguard at the Ahmed's and hakim who is the son of Ahmed mustafa. Zahra who thinks hakim has a huge ego, can't s...
