One night stand || 𝖪𝗂𝗆 𝖭𝖺𝗆𝗃𝗈𝗈𝗇 𝖷 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽𝖾𝗋

4.

I went on Netfelix and searched for a good romantic movie, but every movie there was I knew it was gonna make me a bit horny.
After a while we decide to watch holidate cause it wasn't even close to Christmas. (It was summer)

The movie went fine, it went good but after a while I did wanted to cuddle... but was to shy to ask. "N-namjoon?" I said soft, secretly hoping he didn't hear me. "Yeah? What's up?" He said as we looked at each other.
"Oh nothing never mind." I said looking back at the TV. Maybe it was obvious that I wanted cuddles, or maybe Namjoon wanted them too but the next second he dragged me into a cuddle position. "Wanna cuddle?" He said with a smile, I smiled back and let my body relax in his cuddle, letting my head rest on his hard chest.

I was thinking about Alex. When she got home and saw me cuddle with namjoon she could be disappointed. So maybe it was smart to go in my room..... where Alex didn't saw us......but hear us.......

I don't know if it's smart tho, to have sex with him three times in 3 days, seems like a lot.
But again, when ever Namjoon was close I felt weak in my knees and.... Needier.

I was distracted by my thoughts and wasn't looking at the movie anymore, but when I got back from my busy brain having a mental break down there was a sex scene. I felt that Namjoon was breathing heavily, I felt his chest was moving a bit and I looked up. He was already looking at me. We looked into each other's eyes, not saying one word.
I grabbed the TV remote and paused the movie still not looking away from his stare.

One side of me wants to fuck with him again, but that other one knows we are gonna get hurt again. Maybe we should break contact, and stop with the whatever many times night stands. But maybe we could also be more, a beautiful (hot) couple. It's complicated, I don't know what to do.
And IF we would have sex right now, we can't do it on the couch. Alex will come home, and my bedroom was still a messy cause I didn't have time to clean it, but maybe Namjoon doesn't care. It's our dirty stuff that's still everywhere, he probably knew my room was still a mess. He was with me when I was in a rush to get ready and when I got home.
Still looking at each other, I move from the cuddling position. Sitting in front of him instead of in his lap.

Namjoon pov:

What is she waiting for?!
Does she wants to fuck or not?!
Ugh this silent staring is killing me!!

If you would have asked me I would want to fuck with her again.... My answer is this:
Y/N is one of the best girls I have had sex with. Her pussy s tight, her boobs are cute, her lips are soft and she can handle something, and doesn't faint when I'm going harder. So yes.

I wasn't sure if she wanted it now or not, she got out of my lap and sat in front of me.
I wanted to grab her, kiss her beautiful soft lips, unbutton her blouse, and have sex with her right now, on this couch, it didn't matter.
Holding myself back from doing that was hard.
I felt my member getting hard. I didn't know if she saw it. Her eyes didn't move away from my eyes. I wasn't sure what was stopping her from having sex with me, maybe she wants to stop it. Not seeing me again. Or maybe she was thinking about what position, or where. I hope she was.