Once upon a time, there was a little kid, she was happy, and she lived her life to the fullest, enjoying every bit of it
Hello, good morning or good night, I'm Ju, and yes, believe it or not, that little happy kid was me, who would have said that knowing me now?
My reason for writing this is simple, I don't have anyone to vent to, so I decided to take my opportunity and write a book, or what seems to be one.
I don't even have the inspiration to keep writing so imagine how bad I am.
Let's start simply, I'm a teen, who just started high school in a new place different from the one in which I've been my entire life, with different teachers, different classmates, and different methods of studying, nothing like what I was expecting, I was dreaming of a bookish like life, making lots of friends, going to cafes and to the library to study, having everything planned and organized and being that girl. Spoiler alert: nothing like that ever happens
I went to the new school with an open mind but cause it wasn't as I expected, I got into a loop of anxiety and after that, depression. Two common mental health issues in teens but when you are going through them, they seem like the end of the world, and having no one to talk to about it is even worse, but ill talk about that later on in this "book".
So, now I'm all day laying in bed, trying to find a way out of this hole, not knowing what to do or what to feel, not even feeling like crying or shouting or auto dying (if you know what I mean), I don't go to class, I don't do my assignments or exams, I don't do anything, in fact, the only thing I enjoy is making plushies or art with clay, I don't know why that calms me and gets me into a relaxed mode.
It's like a vicious cycle, I sleep I eat I cry, I don't go to school, I don't do my homework, I get stressed so I go less to class, and starting back again
That's a little bit of what my life is like right now, a never-ending cycle that I want to get off of as soon as possible
Hope you enjoyed this tiny bit of my life and see you in the next chapter, and remember, this, as well as my corner, can be your corner too <3
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عشوائيJust me writing a bit about my life and venting my problems here cause I have nowhere else to do it, if you want to read it go ahead, you are invited to my party ❀ And gently reminder that you are loved and that if you don't have anyone to talk to...
