Broken Promises (Harry Styles FanFiction)

Mistake.

Rachels Pov:

Its been a week since i've spoken to Harry and confessed my love for him. We havent spoken because i think we both know we just need some space. I still havent got over Harry and dont think i can. I mean i've known him for ages and he know everything about me and i know everything about him. I thought he would like me back but of course not. I just have to remember his famous now. He can get anyone why would he stick to plain old me. He told me to promise him i would get over him but i told him 'I dont think i can do that'. That was the lats thing i have said to him. Face to face that is. Because that night we talked through the window with letters.

"RACHEL GET DOWN HERE NOW!"I heard my dad shout. I sighed and walked down stairs in my pjamas.

"What?" I asked as i got to the livingroom to see my mum and dad dressed smiling.
"Get dressed" My mum said
"Why?" I asked. Shouldnt they be at work its want they normally do?
"We're goin out." Dad said and i looked at them confused. "We're taking you out" Dad ended.
"Oh my god!" I said with a sigh.
"What?" They asked dumb.
"ALL THIS TIME YOU GO TO WORK, COME HOME ARGUE WITH ME AND THEN GO TO BED! ITS THE SAME ROUTINE EVERYDAY! SO WHY ALL OF A SUDDEN DO YOU WANT TO TAKE ME OUT!" I shouted at them. I didnt care if anyone out side could hear i was annoyed.
"WE THOUGHT WE COULD GO OUT AS A FAMILY!" My mum shouted back.
"FAMILY? WE ARENT A FAMILY ANYMORE! YOU THINK IM A MESS! WE HAVENT BEEN A FAMILY FOR NEARLY 2 YEARS! WHY NOW?!" I shouted.
"WHY CANT WE JUST TAKE OUR DAUGHTER OUT?!" My dad shouted.
"WHY? BECAUSE EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENS IN THIS 'FAMILY' IS MY FAULT! AND EVERYTHING ENDS IN A ARGUEMENT!" I shouted. My mum started to cry into my dads shoulder but i didnt feel guilty. Why should i? "Please dont fake cry!" I scoffed.
My mum looked shocked. "YOU WERE A MISTAKE! WE SHOULD HAVE NEVER HAD YOU! YOU'VE RUINED EVERYONES LIFE! MINE! YOUR FATHERS! KEITHS! kEITHS FAMILY! MAYBE EVEN HARRYS!!" She shouted in my face. I started to feel tears come in my eyes but i held them back.
"Tell Me Something I Dont Know!" I said and walked up stairs to get change.

I put jeans, a top and converses on and made my way back downstairs. My mum and dad were gone. I'm not surprised. Once we argue they always leave.
I got my phone and left to the park.

On the way to the park my mothers words kept repeating in my head.

'You were a mistake!....we should've never had you!.....You've ruined everyones life!'
'You were a mistake!....we should've never had you!.....You've ruined everyones life!'
'You were a mistake!....we should've never had you!.....You've ruined everyones life!'
'You were a mistake!....we should've never had you!.....You've ruined everyones life!'

I started to think about what she said. It was right? I ruined her and my dads life. I ruined Keiths because i killed him. I ruined Keiths Family because they have to live without Keith. I ruined Harrys life. I told him i love him and he doesnt feel the same. He deserves better. All of them do. So why am i still here? If i've ruined everyones life, why am i still here?