Broken Promises (Harry Styles FanFiction)

Mum?

RECAP:
I walked home and went straight to my room.I laid on my bed and looked at the ceiling. Tears were in my eyes and only a few were falling.

RACHELS POV:

I was laying on my bed for a couple of minutes when i heard my door open.
"Honey? Are you alright?" I heard my mums voice. Whys my mum here? Normally her and dad would just ignore me? Espically if im upset...
I sat up and looked at her as she sat on the edge of my bed. I didnt say anything.
"I know you probably wondering im here.." She trailed off.
"you think?" I said a bit harsh than i was meant to. I use to be well close to my mum and i kinda miss it.
"I know i havent been the best mother but i miss how close we use to be." She said and i sighed.
"Then why are you and dad always agruing with me?" I asked
"Your fathers got it in his head that since....Keith....that your a mistake and a horrible child. I've tried to bring some sense to him and say that it was your fault but his got his mind set and no one can change it."My mum said
"Then why are you so harsh to me?" I asked
"Because i was doing it for your father. He told me that we shouldnt be nice and we should punish you. I tried to tell him it was wrong but he told be different. You know how much i love your father and I always thought that if you love someone you do what you can to make them happy and to keep them. But i found it that if your hurting someone on the way, someone thats not you, then thats not good to do" My mum said. I really missed this. Me and Mum talking. She always has ispiring words.
"So what that mean?" I asked
"I dont know, i just realised that while i was trying to make your father happy i was making my own daughter sad and i couldnt do that anymore. Do you kno what made me really realise i hurt you?" Mum said and i shook my head. "When i saw cuts on your wrist..." She trailed off as she came and sat next to me on my bed.
"Im so sorry mum, i just couldnt handle it anymore." I said as i cried into her shoulder.
"Its okay, i know how you feel, I use to do it as well you know when i was your age" She said as i pulled my head away and looked at her wrist. She pulled up her sleeves and there was faded scars.
"I was alone and sad as a child and it was the only thing that help me." She said as i trailed her scars with my finger. "Now" She said and looked up at her. "Why are her crying in bed?" She asked.
I sighed and told her how harry promised not get angry because i hate and it scares me. Then how he got angry and didnt talk in the car and didnt help out just went straight home. No goodbye or nothing and how he asked me to be his girlfriend as well.
"Honey" My mum said and hugged me tight. I cried a little into her shoulder just remembering harry that angry. "You know he probably just needed to cool down" Mum said and i nodded.
"I know but he didnt even say bye or help me out the car....He just left." I said as mum wiped my tears away.
"I know, i know. You need to talk to him about tomorrow or something but now get some sleep." Mum said and i nodded.
"Mum?" I said before she left the room.
"Yea?" She asked looking at me.
"Thank You for everything. I forgive you for everything i know you just done it to make dad happy" I said and she smiled and nodded then left.

I laid in bed thinking about what just happened. Harry got angry that he just left me but i got my mum back. We talking like normal and im happy about it. I just need to talk to harry or maybe he will talk to me. Soon sleep took over.