steven fernandez love story

chapter 16

SPOV:
i approached her but she moved back
S:maya please just let me talk
she just went and sat on her bed
S:ok I didn't mean to get mad at you or makeout with lindsay I just don't know what came over me and I don't know what I was thinking,i really do love you maya trust me I would do anything for you and you know that,something came over me this morning I don't know what it was but its not going to happen again
M:I know what happened
S:what..?
M:all you wanted was sex that's why you lead me on,you were going to have sex with me then leave..they always do
S:no no no maya that's the complete opposite,if we did have sex I still would have stayed with you because I still would have been in love with you
M:then why'd you break up with me like nothing,as if-as if nothing ever happened between us?
she was starting to tear up
S:please maya don't cry,i don't know something just came over me im sorry maya I truly am
I went and sat across from her on her bed, i reached for her hand but she pulled it away and looked at the wall
M: I don't know steven..this was one of the worst days for me and I've gone through a lot of bad days
i went and sat closer to her,held her chin so she would look at me
S:you know I would never do anything to hurt you on purpose I love you more than anything maya
she looked at me and sighed
M: I love you too steven
she smiled a little,theres that smile I love
I leaned in and kissed her,it wasn't aggressive or anything it was passionate
MPOV:
wait me and steven are kissing but he never asked me out again..i mean he did clearly say "we're over"
I pulled away and looked at him
S:what?
M:steven we are still broken up
S:maya laila hernandez will you go out with me?
M:hmmm let me think about it
S:wait what?
M:kidding of course I'll be your girlfriend😋💗
S:good i almost had a heart attack😅
my phone rang and I went to see who it was and it was my mom
((phone convo))
M:hello?
Mom:hi how have you been?
this is odd my moms never really this nice
M:uh fine you?
Mom:that's good well I'll be home this sunday
it's wednesday
M:ok see you then
Mom:k bye
and she hung up um ok
S:who was that?
M:my mom,shes coming back on Sunday
my mom knows about my depression and self harm she found out and she makes me go to therapy but she doesn't really care
oh shit! I have therapy today!!
I checked my phone and it was barely 3:14 ok therapy starts at 4
me and steven where laying there talking and just being silly when my phone vibrated
Mom: don't forget bout therapy
M:I know im going
it was 3:45 well I guess this is a good time to tell steven about this
M:uh steven lets go for a walk
S:mkay
we left my house and started walking oh my lord it was so cold I was shaking
S:here take my hoodie
M:oh no no no I don't want you to be cold
S:you know i barely get cold,here take it
he took off his hoodie and I put it on it smelled soooooo goooooodddd😌
we kept walking and talking until I made him stop
S:where are we?
M:we are at an office.....where i go to therapy
S:since when have you gone to therapy?
M:since like last year
S:how come you never told me?
M:you never asked
S:you have therapy right now?
M:yes sir
S:I prefer daddy😉
M:haha very funny
M:just come back here at 5:30
S:ok babe
he came up to me and kissed me
S:love you
M:love you too😊
I walked in and was greeted by the receptionist carrie
C:well hello there maya
M:hi mrs.c
C:good to see you back here,make sure you sign in
I went to sign in and walked into the room
some people where already there (it's a group therapy)
more and more people started coming some new some i recognized,then the therapist came in
T:ok so how is everyone today?
almost everyone mumbled "good" or "ok"
*skips therapy*
I went outside and it was 5:41 and I thought steven would be her by now but maybe he's running a little late,so I waited for him after like 5 minutes of waited i saw him coming,i kinda thought he forgot
S:hey babe!!
M:hii,why so hyper?
S:i don't know I guess I just missed you
he gave me a big hug and kisses me all over my face
M:ok ok let's go home
I was giggling because of how silly he was acting,as we were walking home guess who we saw?
lindsay.
we tried to ignore her but she went up to steven.
L:hey steven;)
S:uh hi..
L:do you wanna go do something?
she was acting as if i wasnt even there! I cleared my throat so she can notice me. but she just looked at me rolled her eyes and continued talking to steven. so i left
SPOV:
when maya left lindsay leaned in and tried to kiss me but I pushed her off.
she said that I liked her more than maya but it wasn't true.
I ran straight to Maya's house and found her laying on her bed blasting her music. I shook her because she can't hear me. all she did was look at me then continued starring out her window. ughh maya why must you be so stubborn.
I got on top of her and made her look at me .she looked at me with no emotion.
S:maya please don't be mad at me
I poured and gave her puppy dog eyes
she giggled and said
M:only because you look cute like that
I smiled and gave her a peck on the lips but she grabbed my neck and kissed me longer and harder,im liking this😏

a/n
IM SOSOSOSOSOSO SORRY for taking 17637281826626 years to update. please don't hate me,love you guys and I will update more soon because im almost out of school!!😎💞