In other universe maybe we can be happy... - Outsiders SMP one-shot

The five times owen cried and the one time someone saw

The five times owen cried and the one time someone saw
Owen never cried, at least it was what the clearing was thinking, but was that true at all?

Frist time owen cried

Owen never thought he would cry because of something futille as a cow, Puddles...
Yet there he was, on the very own place that Puddles died, crying his eyes out as everyone was asleep.
He told greacie that he was fine and all that, everyone belived him. But he was not as strong as people thought he was, and there was the proff.

Even if he wanted to be like that... It was not him...Not this Owen...

Have you ever heard that the sky is like ink painted with the wishes that could not come to life?
That night... Owen swore that most of the starts where from his wishes about Puddles...

It was the first time he cried since the start of the maze, and he did not like it

Second time owen cried

He could not take it, apo betrayed him...
He tried to keep himself from crying again, but he could not take it, his very own best friend lied to him...

Owen wishes that he could take it back, that he never say those things to apo, and he hated that he had so much pride that couldn't apolagise to apo...
He wanted it all to go back, but it was scary to talk to him again.

"I don't think he would want to see me after that..." Owen thought

But how he was worng...

Third time owen cried

magic went missing 
He was scared he had lost his "child"
He hated himself for nit having noticed earlier
Owen runned in the maze without thinking, trying to keep his tears for himself
He just hoped she was alright...

He could not help but leave some tears fall now and then

Forth time owen cried

Apo runned away...
He could not belive that apo runned with a griever in there...
He missed apo...
Owen wanted to have apolagised, but he didn't...

Once again, owen blamed himself on it, if he had been faster, mabey he could have catched beks, maybe apo never would have runned and could reasemble the fruit trio again...

Fifth time owen cried, the one someone saw

Apo was gone...
Dead...
Owen saw his skull...
There was no hope on his mind anymore...
No way to keep going...
He was thinking bad things, but he could not leave puddy or magic, they would be devastated...

Owen was in the wood, the deserted part of them to be exact, he didn't want to run into someone while crying at all, and magic was with puddy so no chance.

Owen had a spear in his hand, slowly he sat down on the botom of the trees...

"Just a little cut" Owen said "It will be fine if it is just a little..." he raised his spear to his wirst, slowly draging the blame across, then he heard

"Owen? Is that you?" He heard a familiar voice, he was as quick as he could to stop sobing and hide his cut, but the other person was faster, or better say, the demon was faster...

"Owen? Why are you... Are you crying?"
Rasbi questions.
Rasbi had never seen owen cry on the years that she knew him, what made him cry now?

"I-I am not"
Owens voice cracks, he was still sobing a bit

"Is that a cut? Did someone hurt you?"
Rasbi asks, not failing to notice the spear with blood on the ground.
"Or did you hurt yourself?"

Owen turns away, getting up, only to be stoped by Rasby grabing his hand and sitting down
"Why are you crying? You can tell me... We are the food duo."
Rasby says calmly, she knew that it would not be a great start to go on about the cut.
"T-that is the thing..." Owen says, confusing Rasby, he continues, knowing that Rasby would not let him go if she didn't get atleast a bit of the truth "I-I miss apo... H-he is g-gone now Rasby... T-there is no hope...I s-saw his s-skull"
Rasby then realised, and hugged Owen tightly.
"It is alright to cry Owen...He is fine, I promiss..."
"B-but his skull..."
"Trust me"
And so owen cried next to Rasby, slowly falling asleep...
"Why didn't you come back apo?" Rasby says to the air...

If you have more ideas for either continue this one or other ones I would love to hear!
But I wont do puddy killing or lemon.
Remenber that I watched only Owens pov

Guess who has 2 tests on the same day? That is me! Yayyyyyyy.....!
But I got a 98 on my sience test!
So mabey this is going to have to wait a little bit but I am going to be back in no time!