memories - k

seven

my heart was perfectly good and you broke it?

why did you want to break my perfectly good heart?

you told me yourself in the end too.

it's not unbroken anymore. i wish everything was the way it was before.

i'm happy now and i'm okay since it's been a year since the end of us but since you showed up at my door, the scar was opening up again.

you haven't come to see me in a while. i'm glad. it's been a week, almost two.

hikari came to find me. she knows i've been seeing you.

i just lied to her though.

why would i tell the truth to someone who stole my boyfriend?

especially when she knew he was dating me.

that you were dating me.

what did she care though.

she's obsessed with you and not in a good way.

i thought you'd stop showing up at my door after two weeks had passed but no, you showed up.

there was nothing else i could do.

i couldn't forget you, i just couldn't.

you said you were away in japan, your father got sick again. you came back when he was a bit better.

i'm glad he's okay now.

"nari." you called my name as i yet again had you curled up right next to me like a lost child as i brushed my fingers through your hair, "i still love you."

"another day, yudai."

i want to love you again, but i won't let myself do that again.

never.

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