memories - k

twelve

i let you stay for as long as it took to grab all your shit.

i didn't want you here anymore.

truth is, i did want you here but it was for the better to make you leave.

maybe it was the i love you that triggered me to kick you out.

you shouldn't have said it but you did anyways.

it took me a minute or two to realize you said that.

what did i mean when i said another day?

there is no another day.

i don't think you have any room in your heart for love.

maybe not right now or maybe not ever.

it's been three months, i'm glad you understood but maybe you're just giving me space.

you probably got back with hikari.

knock knock knock

speaking of hikari, she's at my door.

she's crying.

she's got eyes like mine.

or at least like how i used to have them.

they were those same sad eyes that i would take to heeseungs place anytime something happened between the two of us.

hikari was rather mad.

"what did you do to him, nari!? what did you say to him!?" she sobbed.

she came into my apartment pushing me in.

i'm sorry hikari.

what was i sorry for?

"i'm sorry."

i was sorry for taking him from you even though you guys had broken up.

i was sorry for letting him in even though you were in love with him.

i was sorry for everything.

im sorry for loving him.

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