memories - k

fourteen

rumor has it you went back to japan.

you loved spring in japan, maybe that's why you went back.

you took me this one spring to see the cherry blossoms fall in the lake. it was so pretty i asked you to take me every year.

that obviously didn't happen. i wish it did though.

maybe i'll go back with jimin. she's always wanted to see it.

i'll get this sense of deja vu that i'll just ignore.

how's your mom? i hope she's doing better. last time i saw her she had just beat cancer. i hope it didn't come back.

she was so happy to hear that she was healthy and planned on taking us out to dinner one night but we broke up before that could happen.

i will forever feel bad that i stood her up.

she called me a few months ago. asked how i was doing.

she said she was doing good too and asked if we could get lunch one day.

your mom is amazing. i wonder why you turned out the way you did.

such a fucking narcissist.

oh? you're at my door again.

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