I make a change to Chaeyoung's colleague from Jaehyun to Mark. Enjoy!☺️
Chaeyoung open her apartment door to let herself in. Jimin just stand outside waiting for her to go in.
When she fix the key to move it inside the door lock, she look at him to say goodbye.
"Uhm, thank you for today. You should rest." She said as she feel awkward. For entire night after she sing Hard to Love written by her, their vibes start getting tense. Jimin can't compliment her since it feels like the song hit him hard and Chaeyoung can see his disappointed eyes through their hang out.
Jimin just nod and turn his back to walk away. When she's about to close the door, a foot step in doorway. She open it again and it's Jimin. He hold the door too with his hand.
"Jim—", "Were you really meant it?" He cut her. Chaeyoung couldn't understand what he said. What did she said tonight? Was she saying something?
"Meant what?" "The song." Chaeyoung taken aback Jimin suddenly brought up her song into this. "Wh-what?" She stuttered. She scared he doesn't like the song or start insulting her.
"Don't say the song means nothing. I remember you told me that all of your song you wrote is about me that's why someday you promise you'll sing as a surprise." Jimin said
'He remember i said that?' There's so many mixed feeling inside her heart right now to heard all of his words
He continue. "So? You meant it when you sang it earlier? That you won't give me any chance? You'll keep pushing me away? Because i realize you're so immersed to sing it, it's like you sang with all your heart, your heartache. You keep give me a hint that i can't change yours. I'm not saying it hurts me but instead i don't want to hurt you, Chae. I don't care about my feelings because it stay the same, but i care about you." Jimin explained.
Chaeyoung got confused. Why earlier this evening when she told Lisa she will reject her eventually, she meant it with pride? But right now when she stand in front of Jimin, it's like all she wants to do is kiss him and say i love you. On the other hand, she feel stab by his words too. It's like now she's the one who hurt him with always rejecting him when in fact, since she arrived in New York until now, all he had to do is proving he loves her.
"Chae, say something." Jimin pleaded.
"I-i-i don't know. I think you should go." Chaeyoung still stuttering, unsure is her words really meant from her heart or not.
"If you tell me i go, i will end this. I'm sorry i hurt you, Chae." Jimin warned her once again.
But there's still silent between them.
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Cry Me A Melody | JIROSE Fanfiction
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