I finally found you

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love you too angel -.- ANYWAYS drama in the next chapters love you guys and the support. READ ONNNN MY GUPPIES ♡

******ITZEL POV******

It's been 7 days since we haven't found Angel. She finally called Alex...yes he apoligized and she should be getting here tomorrow from Australia. She has some explaining to do. These days have been horrible. You want to know why well let me list them....

-Zayn has been depressed

-we've been to the ER twice

My mother and Mrs.Malik were in a plane crash they died.....sad so very sad.

Right now im picking up some pizza for me Austin Zayn & Alex with Niall and the crew.

I walk in to see Austin asleep on the couch. Nialler is on his phone texting away....he meet this girl but I personally think she's a whore Angel would agree with me. I haven't had any girl time all around boys for 13 days. I learned how to play Black Ops, Dead Space The crew is playing black ops....where is Zayn. He better be okay. I run up to his room to look for him. The door is locked....but Angel gave me a key. I ran into Angels room and took the key. Then ran directly back to Zayn's door. I unlocked it and ran inside. There he was crying his eyes out with a blade in his hand.

"Zayn for the love of all that is holly put the blade down" I spoke softly to him.

"wh-why go b-back down there and snoog with Austin" he spat at me which made me flinch he had the blade into cutting position.

"Please Zayn im begging I-I love you don't do it think about Angel your mom would want you to stay strong to find love and succed in life " I said crying. he dropped the blade and put his head in his hands. Then he began to sob quietly. i started walking slowly over to him and plopping down on his lap he let out a small grunt and I giggled he smiled for the first time in about 2 weeks.

"sorry for hitting you manhood." I said and he chuckled and I blushed. I tried to hide it but he grabbed my chin.

"its fine im sorry about lashing out it's just that im in love with you and Austin was all over you I guess I was jealous"

"its fine but I don't have feelings for Austin he is like a brother to me...you on the other hand give me butterflies and you look really beautiful" I realized what I just said like a complete idiot. he chuckled at my stupididity then I started blushing.

"im not beautiful neither are you are geourgus no words can describe it abd don't hide your blush it suits you its quite cute" he winked and I felt my cheeks heat up. He then carried me to his bed. He pulled up the covers and we cuddled for what seemed like eternity. Then he looked directly at me and kissed me softly on the lips. we moved in sync for some time then he mummbled into my hair-

"I love you Itzel Horan with all my heart" he said a kissed his nose and he smiled widely

"I love you too Zayn Malik with all my heart" He kissed my lips gently the we drifted off into a relaxing sleep. somewhat because we need Angel just one more day one more.

I heard a yelp down the hall into Austins room I ran down and saw him.....

***********AUSTIN POV***************

There I was the boy who is in love with his best friend. And I just heard her say she loves Zayn Malik with her whole heart. Wow that stung a lot right in my heart. I should have told her how I felt I can't live like this anymore. I ran into my room and got a razor then I took a blade out. I slid it across my wrist once then I carved 'boo Mahone ♡' on my arm I was going to finish when I let out an accidental yelp of pain. Then I saw a shadow walk in my room. I didn't care though I just kept sliding it back and forth.

"please Austin put the blade down please"

I heard Itzel's voice I listened and put it down. she ran up to me and embraced me in a hug.

"w-w-why Austin wh-y?" she said between cries.

"im in love with you but I know you love Zayn" she looked at me with a woried face.

"im sorry Austin lets get you cleaned up." she took me into the bathroom and took off my shirt. she turned the water on and poured it down my still bleeding arms. she pulled up her sleeve showing some new cuts. we cried together for a while then I hugged her.

"I know I can't have you but im in love im sorry please don't change our relationship because of it." she nodded and we feel asleep together.

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thank you my guppies sorry for bad quality I rewrote it because my stupid self erased it

-itzel

Angel is next my guppies ♡