Suprise update...Sorry for not updating guys I give you permission to hate me by the way don't get freaked out if we say things like 'big AC' & 'little t' or 'im a wall' 'what can I say' 'beppada boppada bappada' 'whaaaat tyleeeer' or my favorite 'you can't throw liquids in a trash can' lol anyways read along my guppies -itzel
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I didn't go to school to pack my things.Today I was moving in with Zayn and Angel. I was kind of sad about the whole thing. I was packing up the last box. Full of pictures. Then one caught my attention. it was from our first hallowen i was a lion. and niall was a baby elephant i though it was cute. Niall was one of the cutest babies ever. Not Just because hes brother. Then i thought back to Angel. Poor Niall in love but also heartbroken. He as the youngest by a couple of months has had the hardest time. There is one thing nobody knows about My little leprechaun. He did it very frequently more than Zayn more than Austin even more than me. He used to cut....suprise right. Not really in middle school he would get beat everyday. That was until I found out abd put a stop to it. I remember like it was yesteday. It was Freshman year. Niall always wore long sleeved shirts i didn't notice it though. I was so stupid not to know.
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It was a Saturday morning just like any other day here in Ireland. I had just finished waking up. I Slipped on my bunny slippers than into the bathroom. My mum was on a business trip like always. I took a quick shower brushed my teeth and did hair. I put on some skinny jeans a plain tight red shirt. I slipped on some mismatched socks (cuz im boss like that) than my red jordans. I walked downstairs to get a glass of Apple juice my favorite. Than I heard some loud ass snoring ehh Nialler always dreaming. I bet he reaches the end of the Rainbow in this one. Ahh ill wake his lazy arse up. Niall PROMISED we would go to shopping i need some new Kicks.
"Niall can you get up already!" I whined jumping lazily on his bed. He shoot up rigth on cue. HEHE
"hmableaddjub ehh gym?" what ohh hes confused. He wrose his arm ever so gently to rub his eyes .... bad idea ? very I gasped quietly.He had freshly new cuts maybe from the night before the covered his wrist to his elbow. I took his arm ever so gently and looked at them. I turned to face him but he looked at every thing but in my direction.
"W-whyy?" I said asking on the verge of tears.He had a tear slip down his face it hit one of the cuts he flinched at it but than him he finally looked me in the eyes. He sighed and finally spoke breakthrough!?
"Im nothing look at me im ugly, im a fat ass, our parents are terrible I can't get any girl a-and the world would be so much better without me." he stared trying to convince not me but himself. I sighed wiping of his tear stained cheeks I took his arm and softly kissed everyone of his cuts. He winced in pain at first but them he let out a small smile.
"Niall.James.Horan. you are beyond handsome your beautiful in every and any way if you left i would die you light up my world like nobody else the way that you steall my panckakes gets me overwhelmed and when you look at the ground it ain't hard to tell my Leprechaun you CAN get a girl..not just any girl but a special one that you will love until that day comes you shall kiss the ground I walk on" the last part I said jokingly. The corner of his lips lifted a bit hiding a smile. Than i gave him a special family Horan hug. He finally smiled and I realized I needed this to stop. Weeks passed and he didn't cut I helped everything stop. We became closer through that experience. Hopefully hes still clean im still woried.
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I didn't notice I was crying until Zayn wiped away my tears with his thumb. He pulled me into a hug than kissed my forehead. I smiled as he grabbed the last box. He held it with one hand and held my hand with the other. We walked back to the house. Niall had already moved into his room smaller then mine by a little i convinced him but there was one reason. He got the one right next to Angel's.
My room was right besides Zayn's. Green walls and a purple fluffy carpet. All Barnie colors. But they are my favorite. My bed next to the counter. My lamp right in the perfect place. There was also a couch in there. There's a balcony pretty big but it connects our doors from the outside. Zayn said he decorated it in my honor. I giggled at his choice of colors.
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My stomach grumbled. That was embarrassing. Hopefully he didn't notice.
"Wanna go to McDonald?" asked Zayn
I nodded and gave his a goofy smile.
He chuckled lightly than he picked me up.
"ZAYN put me down im not a baby" I whined that made him chuckle louder.
"but your my baby and always be right?" he said putting me down gently and looking straight at me.
"Zayn Malik I am all yours and I claim you I shall call thou fluffy" I said picking at his cheek. He full on bursts out laughing. He cannot stop. This made me giggle.Then next thing you know we see Angel and Tyler.
"LITTLE T AND LITTLE A!" I yell out Zayn is still having a laugh attack.
"LITTLE i !" I ran into Tylers arms Angel going over to Zayn to calm him down.
I giggled than noticed Tyler Hadn't stoped staring at me with a derp face.º·º. not the first time.
"Whaaaat Tyleeeeer?!" I yelled he bursts out laughing with Angel. All I know is we all kept laughing. silly gooses . After a Meal at McDonald we went home. Tyler left to his Grammy' s house. It was her visitng daym Angel looked tired and confused we need a girls day.
"LITTLE a you wanna hang out just us lee tomorrow?" I gave her a huge smile.
"I would love to lil I" said Angel. She walked out to her room. I climbed into mine. Getting ready to sleep.
"Whaaaat about me babeeee?" Zayn asked pretending to be hurt I smirked at his lame attempt to whine.
"take a boys day I need my Angel time you can take out the crew and Niall" he snuggled up in bed with me.
"okaaay babeeee I guess goodnight i love you" he said
"I love you too" then we where fast asleep
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