I finally found you

Chapter 48

ANGEL'S POV !


I was up all night. 2 reasons 1 I can't sleep and 2 Itzel and Austin were having sex. Come on ! Austin your a big bro don't do that in my house. I was in Zachs and Roberts room.

I shared a bed with Robert and he fell asleep rubbing my back. I woke up to Robert poking my face. I sat up and saw it was 1:00. " what did I miss ?" I asked putting my head on his shoulder.

" Niall almost killed Austin and Austin is taking Itzel on a date." I nodded and saw him pull a plate of eggs and bacon. "Alex made them just for you." I smiled a bit because Alex was a good cook.

I grabbed the fork and plate and started to eat. "I'll be back okay." I nodded and he got up and left. I ate all of my food and put the plate on the night stand.

The door opened but it wasn't Robert, it was the one I didn't expect. It was Austin, he sat down on the bed. "Hey." He said looking to the floor.

I mad at Austin, he promised me a angel and Austin day like we use to. He hasn't been the Sam since him and Itzel reunited.

I mean I don't care he could fall in love with her and have kids but he left me in the dust like zayn.

I mean Itzel is a sweet and smart girl and fun to be around but I feel like she took zayn and Austin away from me. I have nothing against her but I want a day with zayn or Austin atlest.

I looked at Austin and put my hand on his cheek. "I feel a Moran." I said looking at nothing. "What are you talking about ? Your the Moran." He told me while pinching my cheek.

"I know you are but what am I ?" I teased in a kid voice. He smiled and hugged me. "You broke your promise"I said looking at my fingers who got really fascinating right now.

"What promise ?" He asked confused. Wow he forgot. "Just forget it." I said getting up and leaving the room. I walked into the kitchen and grabbed a bag of crisps.

I went to the basement and sat on the chair watching tv. Of course it was spongebob. Spongebob made me start to miss beau, Luke, Jai, Skip, and James. Wow they are really some people I can't stop missing.

Maybe I should call or text one of them. I never took off the jai's girl necklace or the one that Louis gave me. I miss Louis too. I got up and walked up stairs.

I walked passed Austin's room and into mine. Tyler was there and he was getting ready. I sat on my bed and he sat next to me. "Hey," he said putting a arm around me. "Tyler can you leave please." I said in a low key.

He got up and left. I grabbed my laptop and got on Skype. I had beau still as a contact, I pressed it and waited. I saw myself in the camera and I looked like a mess.

I saw 'Connecting' on my screen. Beau's face popped up and he looked shocked. "Hey beau job." I said trying not to cry. I was falling apart little by little. "What happened ?" He asked.

"You know life, me trying to fix stuff but falling apart." I confessed with a tear falling down. I heard jai's voice in the background "beau where are my socks." He came and looked at me though the computer.

"Oh god Angel ?" He said shocked too. "Oh hey here to join the party ?" I said full on crying. "What happed ?" He asked. "My past caught up to me and ruined me." I announced pullin myself together but failing .

"Where are the others ?" I asked whipping the tears from my eyes. Beau got up and walked out of my view. " are you alright." He questioned me.

"Yea I just missed all of y'all and I needed time to think. Everything here is falling apart." I said covering my mouth trying to hold in my tears.

Just then all the rest of the boys get into the shot. Most of them gasp and the other one almost cried. Yes it was Luke about to cry. I waved, "hi guys nice to see you again." I said from behind my hand.

"What happened ?" James asked. " I'm falling apart James." When I said that Jai got up and left. Luke had a angry face. "What the fuck !" He yelled and threw a lap to the wall.

"Clam down." I screamed and closed my laptop. The door busted open and Niall ran to my side. "What happend ?" He asked pulling me to him.

" I don't know what to do. I don't want to be like this but I don't know how to start." I said confessing myself to him. "Your going to be fine. I think we should take you to get checked."

I nodded and I stood up. I grabbed my shoes and we headed out.






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We got to the doctors and I found out I need depression pills. I nodded and Niall took the bag of pills from her and we headed back to the car.


"Um I know this isn't the best time but I'm going to miss you," he said starting the car. "I know we can call each and other stuff." I said pulling my knees to my chest.

"If i don't wi-" he said but I cut him off "then the people are stupid." He smiled. It took a 7 minuets to get back to the house


It was 4:00 in the afternoon. I walked inside and saw Alex and Tyler playing a game. I walked past them and into the kitchen. Niall gave me a pill and I took it. Roberts walked in and smiled at me.

I looked at the corner of my eye to see Austin getting ready, I looked at Robert and he whispered " date with Itzel ." I nodded. I grabbed a cup of water and walked to Austin.

He turned to me and smiled. I poured it on his head and said " have a great Austin and angel day ! " I said walking up stairs. I am sorry that I did that but he had it coming.