I finally found you

chapter 12

'itzel sucks XD' I love you too Angel(note the sarcasm)

********ITZEL POV*********

There I was im a corner crying my eyes out. I need help I just can't live like this Alex hates me. Im thinking of cutting thats it I've lost all hope. I walked into the bathroom and got a blade from my razors. I pressed the cold metal blade on my left wrist. I did this about 12 other times before Niall walked in. Niall took the blade and took his phone out more blood flowed out of my fresh cuts i think i cut too deepshit shit shit it hurts like hell.

"Angel you and Zayn come here right now I think Itzel is dying!!" Niall yelled into his iPhone. whit in seconds Angel and Zayn were there. Angel took Niall to cool him of his eyes were red and puffy. great leave me here with Zayn why. Zayn lookmed at me and then he started the bath and took off my clothes thank god I had an undershirt on or he would have seen my.. lady merch.c;... anyways he gently rinsed the blood away he had guilt written all over his face. he got me a pink fluffy towel and wraped me in it. I felt like a 5 year old. He carried me up to my room and layed me down.

"Zayn you know you don't have to do nthis for me its not like I matter to anyone-" I was cut of by Zayn.

"Itzel Horan I love you with all my heart and I can't stand that you cut yourself I've been through it I cut too I know your pain I know how you feel I want to be there for you" he said as he sat on my bed I sat up he had his head in his hands and was sobbing quietly. I got up behind him and whispered in his ear

"I love you too Zayn" I then hugged him from behind and he turned to face me we sat there in silent. I decided to break the ice.

"show me your cuts" I told Zayn he hesitated for a second before he took off his shirt. oh shit he had scars all over his abs and his left wrist was fully covered. I began sobbing.

"don't cry love ill stop if you promise you will stop too" I shook my head and he squeezed me into a bone crushing hug. Angel walked into the room.

"guys were going to Nandos do you want to come"

"Nah Liam should be here in 20"I said quick too quick I lied I wanted to stay with Zayn. They smiled and left me and Zayn alone in the room.

"Liam is coming?" asked Zayn in a weird tone.

"No I just said that so they would leave us alone." he nodded his head in response.

"do you want to watch a movie at my house can take your clothes because im not leaving you alone?" I nodded my head and grabbed my sweats and a pair of jeans a shirt a hoodie and my hair brush and tooth brush.

"ready?" asked zayn

"I think I am" he smiled and we walked to his house.

******ZAYN POV*********

I got you on my next chapter ill do Zayn pov but its Angel's turn sorry its so short

-Itzel p.s you know you love me Angel who doesn't